I Just Wanna

The Moment I Knew

Longest update na nagawa ko! Sana magustuhan niyo! Sorry sa paghihintay. Nag aayos pa ako para sa OJT ko eh.

GUSTO NIYO NG BOOK TWO?

What was it like to love her? They asked.

It was like being exhumed, i answered, and brought to life in a flash of brilliance.

What was it like to be loved in return?

It was like being seen after a perpetual darkness, i replied. To be heard after a lifetime of silence.

What was it like to lose her?

There was a long pause after i respond:

It was like hearing every good-bye ever said to me--said all at once.

-Lang Leav

BEA POV

Being the captain, i have to be tough. I have to be composed. Once my team see i am rattling, they will rattle too.

I always tell to our team na its nothing to lose. Just play your hearts out.

Jho and i still couldnt find a chance to talk tulad ng sabi ni Maddie na gagawan niya ng paraan.

I thought malinaw ang usapan namin na hindi kami magpapapasok ng ibang tao sa relasyon namin dahil ayaw naming matulad sa seniors namin.

Ako lang pala nag iisip nun.

Iniisip ko nalang na malapit nang matapos ang isang taon at magkakasama na ulit kami. I still believe na magiging kami pa rin.

Kami pa rin sa huli.

As we played our season, there are ups and downs. We almost fell out of the Final Four. Having three do or die games for us. That one more lose and we are out.

It was a hard fought season as we climbed up to the ladder. Finals appearance for seven straight year and we met FEU who ousted NU in three five thrilling sets in the Semis.

Everyone saying na may chance kami to get a back to back because of the opponent. We never think of that.

"Yo Captain!" Bati ni Mich nang makita niya ako sa labas ng kwarto nila.

"Hey! Is she inside?" Tanong ko

"Sleeping. Iwan ko muna kayo. Ako bahala." Sabi niya saka ako hinila papasok habang siya naman ay lumabas.

I sighed i took a glance of sleeping Jho in her bed. Then dahan dahan kong sinara ang pinto saka lumapit rito.

'Hey, its been a while.' I wanna say.

She was sleeping like a child. Nakadapa pero nakatagilid ang ulo paharap sakin. Lips slightly parted and you can hear small snores.

'We barely get together...oh we never really get together since then.'

Huminga ulit ako ng malalim saka marahang inayos ang natabing na strands ng buhok sa mukha nito.