Diary Of A Nonbinary

School crush

I have a crush on this girl at school and she basically has no idea i exist?

We hardley ever talk, but like she's friends with two of my closest friends.

I probably could have a chance with her, but I'm WAY too nervous and socially awkward to talk to her.

The one time I said something to her when I wasn't forced to (we've been put in groups during school activities) I was complementing her shirt, which I wouldn't have even done if she wasn't with my friend that I also happened to be with.

The only other time I've been around her was at lunch she was sitting with my best friend waiting for her other friends. I wanted to walk the opposite direction, but my friend (who knows I have a crush on her) seen me and started waving me over.

*deep sigh* I'm doing to die alone.