Time to say goodbye

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I was finally happy, even though I had more problems than before. But josh was like my medicine that I needed to survive. Love was the cure to being broken for me, physically and mentally broken.

But when Jenna started coming into my life, it was like a mental kind of hurt. No one cared before I tried to kill myself. But now they do. I hate it.

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Yeah so fun fact, when I first started writing this book it wasn't going to be a joshler fanfic, but I saw how many people wanted it to be so I made it into one. Also I only write smut when I'm bored, but I'm probably not going to anymore lol.