Time to say goodbye

7

Josh sat down on my bed while I looked through my dresser for my song book. I froze when I saw my tiny box where I kept my razors and my cheeks flooded red. My head started pounding, as I looked at josh hoping to see that he didn't notice. He was looking around, and that calmed me down for he didn't see my secret.

Finally finding the black, leather, notebook with tiny crammed papers in it, I pulled it out. I headed back to my bed and sat across from josh.

"So, um, I write some music and usually just jot down a bunch of crap ideas, but lately I had this idea that is actually kinda really personal but I like it.." I started trailing off rambling hoping that he didn't actually pay attention to what I was saying, even though his brown, mocha eyes were staring deep into my soul.

"Cool! Can I hear it so far?" He asked looking back down at the notebook.

Shit, does he want me to sing it?

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A/N: ok so I'm in a lot of pain bc I have an ear infection, but I feel bad for not posting a chapter.. I'll write the next chapter when I feel better. Also, oh my god! I got 300 followers omgggg!! Also this story has 1k reads?¿ I'm so happy! Thank you guys for reading haha. Also I get to go to a Panic! At the Disco concert in March and I'm very very excited. Well, that's all. Bye!!