Time to say goodbye

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Tears were dripping down my face, in through my mouth, leaving an after taste of salt and water.

4:17

Maybe....
No.
But what if-
No.
But I want to-
Yes. No.
yes no yes no.

My mind was a tornado, swirling around and around with the same thoughts scattered everywhere.

Why am I even doing this?
Because it's the right thing to do.
But what if it isn-
It's the right fucking thing to do!

I heard footsteps, and the presence of someone behind me.

"J-josh?"

A blurry vision of Josh was standing around 5 feet away from me, it was weird because his face was different. Not normal as it usually is.

"Tyler." He said, his voice low and soft, dream-like.

"Josh how did you find me?"

"I was always here, Tyler. I'm always here. Without you I wouldn't be anywhere." He said, stepping closer.

"No you weren't, I was alone. I am alone!" I said stepping back.

"You're so lucky to be alive, why would you waste it? You have so much to do, so much to see, so much to say."

"No. This isn't real. You're not real."

"But I am. I'm real in your mind. Doesn't that make me real?"

He's right.

I stepped off the ledge, and closes my eyes and counted to 10. Josh was gone.