Time to say goodbye

9

1/23/17

Today I felt really depressed. I walked down town and saw my ex holding hands with another man. It made me want to cry. She never loved me, but to be fair no one has or will...

  I laid in bed feeling the aching of my freshly damaged skin.

I fucked up.

  I didn't go to school because I was supposedly "sick". I felt bad because I told josh I would see him, but I just couldn't go.

"Kill yourself. Go to the top of the high school, jump."

"Take all your medication pills. No one will notice. No one will care."

"Steal your dad's gun, shoot your brain into a thousand pieces."

  I rolled to my side and felt the warm, salty teas drip down my cheek, clinging to my nose.

  "Ok."

Hey my dudes, I'm back! Sorry I've had writers block for the longest time ughhh! Anyways, I'm sorry for the short asf chapter it's just a filler ;) I'll try to update more. Also wowzerz this book already has 2,000 reads omg, thank you all so much ❤️❤️