I looked down at the street. No one was driving, for it was 4 in the morning. Silence was rushing through my ears, so quiet it was deadly.
I could just jump from here, end it all. Maybe it would be better for everyone. I mean, it might take a day to get over with but after that everyone will be relieved that they don't have to worry or take care of me anymore.
I just want to fly, breathe, be free from this screwed up world. But now I'm standing on top of this hotel, 5 stories high, just trying to think. Josh. Would josh even care? We've only been friends for a couple of months, why would it even affect him.
God might be there. But what if he isn't? What if I go to hell for the sins? Is suicide a sin?
Is being gay a sin?
I step closer to the edge of the building. I could end it all. It would be over in seconds.
I looked back at where I left my journal. It was full of song lyrics, personal letters to people I was too scared to give to. Maybe I should tell them before I do it.
Tyler: goodbye. i love you.
Sent
Typing...Josh: what are you talking about?
Read 4:07 amJosh: what do you mean goodbye???
Read 4:07 amTyler: isn't it obvious? It's finally time to say goodbye. Goodbye Joshua Dun. I've enjoyed our friendship.
SentJosh: Tyler wait, about our 'friendship'... I know it's not the time but I want to let you know, I want to be more than friends. I want to be together. I want to give you a kiss before we go to class. I want you Tyler.
Read 4:09 am
Typing....I turned my phone off. Is this even happing?
Josh: I love you.
SentI turned my phone completely off, then for some reason, I threw it off the building. I saw it falling and falling until it blended into the grey street.
Crash.
Gone.
My decision now.
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Time to say goodbye
FanfictionTyler Joseph, a boy in high school, feels like it's time to say goodbye.