Chapter 24, I know what I am, but what does that make Marshall?

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Kim-

Everyone thinks as me as the big bad wolf. The one who creates all the problems, the one that destroys everything someone has built.

Every time.

Everyone knows Marshall's side of the story. I was the one who did the drugs, the one that cheated on him, the one who checked up on him consistently, I was the crazy one. At least I admit I was all that at one time.

But, what was Marshall?

The innocent one, the one that did nothing. try being me.

I'm the one who gets the hate letters, the messages saying that I was the one who ruined Marshall, I was the one making HIM do the drugs, the one that ruined Hallie's life, because she doesn't live with two parents at once. 

But, you don't know me. I'm the clean one, I barely date any guys, maybe once or twice in a few months. I don't check up on Marshall anymore, I don't even talk to him if I don't have to, and I admit I was a little crazy. 

People think Marshal is so sweet, so loving, a guy who just needs to be loved, and held. 

What people don't know is I tried loving him, and holding him, and listening to him.

What, what did he do?

He just pushed me away, every time.

I just wasn't good enough, I wasn't strong enough.

I tried, and tried, but there is only so much trying you can do before you have to let go.

Now, you know me, or at least some of me, I admit to what I do.

Unlike Marshall.

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Sorry guys, it took me so long to write again! Trust me I didn't forget about you guys, just been busy with school, an finals are coming up

love you guys!


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