"Y/N you need to stop thinking about people that aren't good for you!"
"What if I don't want to anymore?"
Y/N knows she's falling in love with the school bully, Simon. However her friends and parents don't approve. Can she change their opinions? And...
L 6:59- Y/N THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!!! WILL U FUCKING ANSWER ME?!
L 7:01-
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Y 7:01- LIAM JAMES KING [A/N: Idek...] THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING TEXTING ME THIS EARLY???!!!
Y 7:02- OMG SHIT WAIT... WHAT'S THE EMERGENCY??
L 7:02- Oh nothing, I just knew you'd answer if I said that :)
Y 7:03- You motherfucker.
Y 7:03- Well what's up? I'm awake now anyway
L 7:04- Someone's grumpy this morning... What happened last night?
L 7:04- Wait wait wait. Lemme guess... Simon?
Y 7:05- Fuck off, but yeah. You're right : /
L 7:06-As usual then :)) What did he do??
Y 7:10- WELL... SIMON MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE MOVED IN NEXT DOOR, AND I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE GIVEN HIM MY NUMBER, THEN HE MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE NEVER TEXTED ME :(((((
L 7:11- Oh hell to the no. I told you- THIS IS WHY I DON'T LIKE HIMMMM!
L 7:13- Can I come over?
Y 7:13- PLEASE! MY PARENTS ARE IN WORK.
L 7:14- BE RIGHT THERE XX
While I wait for Lee to come over, I wonder about Simon. He said he'd 'talk to me later hopefully', but he hasn't even bothered to text or call me. Or even throw a rock, because that's apparently how people communicate now? I mean he could've knocked on my door and had a conversation in person, if he somehow didn't see the big rock in the middle of his mattress. But oh well.
Suddenly I hear three loud knocks, coming from downstairs, followed by the doorbell ringing.
"Fucking hell Lee. I'm coming, I'm coming," I scream over the christmassy tune of the bell. I should probably change that now we're in may...
I exhale, pulling open the door. But it isn't Lee. It's Simon.
"Oh hi Simon," I scoff. I know I'm probably being a bit bitchy, but he is the one who wanted my number and never used it.
"Hey, can we talk?" He sees the questioning look on my face. "Please?"
"I thought we 'didn't have to talk anymore', Simon," I quote from his message.
"Look I'm sorry. I know you're annoyed that I haven't text you, it's just Melissa moved the-" he explains, before I cut him off.
"Melissa?" I question, raising my eyebrows.
"Oh, did I not tell you? Melissa's my girlfriend," he awkwardly smiles.
He smiles because of her. Not me. He likes her. Not me. My heart sinks and my mouth parts in sheer disappointment. I hate how you can literally feel you heart ache in your chest. I also sense tears welling up in my eyes, however I really don't want to cry in front of Simon. Especially over someone I was never gonna be with anyway. Him.
"What?!" I hear from behind Simon. We're both startled, as we look around. This time, it is Lee.
"How long has she been your girlfriend?" I say, breaking the staring contest between Simon and Lee.
"About three months," he nods to himself.
"THREE MONTHS?!" Lee repeats, with a look of outrage.
But I thought, and my friends thought, Simon was flirting with me? And what about what his mum said? Maybe she got mixed up with our names or something and thought I was Melissa. That would explain why she said the stuff she did.
"I think you should leave now," Lee spits through gritted teeth.
"But, I was telling Y/N-" Simon argues back, before he's interrupted.
"I don't care," Lee dismisses, holding his hand up in Simon's face. "Leave."
"Whatever man," Simon sighs, obviously not wanting to argue, and walking away.
"Lee," I cry.
"Oh Y/N, I'm so sorry," he sympathises, pulling me in for a hug. I explode into a fit of tears and sadness, as Lee walks me into my house and sits us down.
"Come on, he's not worth it anyway," he adds. "Simon's an absolute shit bag and the school bully, of course he'd do something like this. Get your hopes up and let you down."
"But Lee, I really thought he liked me, even you did kinda and you hate the guy! The worst part is I really like Simon. Maybe even, love?"
~Simon's P.O.V~
What have I done? Y/N probably hates me now. The only reason I'm really with Melissa is because she's Freya's (Josh's girlfriend's) friend and has a crush on me. I got with her, because I knew the person I really wanted would never like me back. Y/N. She probably doesn't even wanna be friends now for fucks sake, let alone boyfriend and girlfriend. I've messed everything up, what was I thinking? But the worst part is I really like Y/N. Maybe even, love?
I also get why, Liam I think his name is, told me to leave. Even though it frustrated me, I knew he was just being a good friend to Y/N. Although I only wanted to tell Y/N that I wasn't ignoring her on purpose, I just hadn't found the note. I gathered she'd declined me offer of talking and thrown the note away or something, until I saw it in my room- under a pile of clothes. And somehow I don't think Y/N put it there. Melissa.
I shake my head, walking to my front porch and sitting down. I look at Y/N's house next door, thinking about her and only her. But I don't go and apologise- I can't. In fact, I don't even move from my spot on the doorstep. I do, nothing...
A/N: Don't know what to put in these things anymore. If you read this far, leave a comment of the weather where you are. Idk ok?
