The Gift Of My Voice (Jack Averyfanfic )

Bella And Jack Sitting In A Tree K i s s i n g

I haven't done anything in the pass couple days, just stayed home, jack's been over so have the boys. But I pushed hard and now I have to pick myself up and try again and keep trying till I can get back into music, I can't keep running from my fears. It's time I face them with out breaking this time and I know I can do it because jack's right by my side, this time instead of playing the piano it's the guitars turns. My mum's guitar. We're sitting up in my room and I'm about to sing in front of Jack. I close my eyes and start playing.

You told me, when you told me, not to write a song about it. But then again I also asked you to be loyal

You were everything that I was ever afraid of,
But against my better judgement I went ahead and fell in love,
You gave me the world,
I gave you my trust,
I invested in you,
You invested in us,
Who would've known you'd hurt me so much.
Because just one night you decided,
That you go ahead and confide in another love,
Undercover, under the sheets.
I'm glad that you told me the truth, but I hate that you said I love you right after you told me
Why do you do what you do
Why do you do what you do

I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
I don't deserve this at all,
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
Because you decided to fall
Back on your promise of us,
Back on on your promise of trust,
Oh I hate you now so damn much,
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)

Now a days when I look in the mirror,
What I hate couldn't be any clearer,
I don't like what I see, shit, I don't like me,
You used to like me a lot,
Until that one night that you forgot,
That I-I-I, that I was worth anything.

I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
I don't deserve this at all,
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
Because you decided to fall
Back on your promise of us,
Back on on your promise of trust,
Oh I hate you now so damn much,
I'm feeling worthless
I'm feeling worthless

I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
I don't deserve this (I don't deserve this)
I don't deserve this (I don't deserve this)
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)
I'm feeling worthless (I'm feeling worthless)" I stop playing and only a couple of tears stream done, I'm proud of myself for finding my voice again and letting the Gift Of my voice be heard. Jack looks at me speechless I don't know weather his goons think it was good or bad but it doesn't matter, I'm the only person who had to like it, I know that now.

"I didn't know you had that in you, you were amazing "

"Jack " he looks me straight in the eyes.

"Yeah"

"Kiss me" he doesn't say anything just press his lips to mine with no hesitation, it was soft, gentle and full of passion. But one person had to ruin it or should I say four!"

"Bella and Jack sitting in a tree K I S S I N G" they all chant on Jack's balcony.

"Shut up " I laugh, blushing into Jack's chest, but he lifts my chin kissing me again.

Hey guys hoped you enjoyed the chapter and if your wanting to know what the song is, it is by Anna Clendening she's super talented and i love her music and the songs called Worthless. I'll see you in the next chapter

Bye for now ❤