Today's the day, I fly out to New York, since our fight two nights ago I haven't spoken or seen Jack or any of the why don't we boys. Mabey New York isn't so bad after all when all they want to do is get rid of me. I place my bags into the uber and head to the airport not bothering to say goodbye to anyone but dad and Angelia cause there home now with baby Tristan. Once I arrive at the airport, my plane leaves in five minutes so I have to hurry, lucky there isn't anyone really here beside me and a couple others so I ended up making my flight just.
I'm sitting in my seat, getting ready for my take off when I get a message from.....Alice.
A: have fun in New York, I'll miss you,the rest of the boys miss you as well and Jack does, his tried calling you but you ignored it and he says he love you so talk to him B.
B: I'll miss you too see you in three days ❤.
Then Jack messages me
J: I love you Bella, I'm sorry. I miss you.
Bella Lawson still typeing.....
I didn't message him, I don't know why but I couldn't, I'm still upset about our fight and conversation with Zach and Daniel. But I'm gonna see how julirad is.
Two hours I'm off the plane, get to my hotel and have to go stright to julirad. I'm walking on the grounds and it's amazing, it blows your breath away and I can't help but fall in love. But I'm a little lost and not sure where I need to be.
"Are you lost?" A guy walks up to me.
"Yeah a bit"
"Your here for oranation"
"Yeah, just to see if I wanna take my spot for first year"
"You should you'll love it here, I'm going for first year as well "
"I'm Jace by the way "
He looks familiar and I know exactly who he is. It's the hazel haired boy who broke my heart with the rare blue eyes for his hair colour.
"What's your last name?"
"Adams"
"Jace?"
"Wait Bella "
"You got locked up, how are you here and how'd you get into juliard."
"You know I've always been into music and I applied awhile ago and I got out for good behaviour, I'm not who I use to be B "he takes a step towards me.
"You don't deserve to call me that, so don't" I step away from him.
"I'm sorry that I hurt you, but I still love you Bella"
"If you loved me you wouldn't have hurt me so much and I don't believe that you have changed"
"I have and I'm here, away from the people that made me that way, we could start over"
"That's not going to happen for so many reasons, one I can't trust you and how much you hurt me and second I have a boyfriend who I love and thinking about giving up my spot here for.
"Okay, I'll leave you alone" he walks away as I wipe a tear.
He was the last person I expected to see and seeing him made me feel terrible and hate him even more. I don't believe that his changed or that he loves me, he just wants to mess with my head and I'm not going to let him. I don't love him and I never will again, even though me and Jack had fight I'm not going to do something, I'll regret just to make him mad cause I don't want that, I'm not that person.
Another person comes up to be and askes if I need help and I take their help. A girl called Harley came up to me.
"So this going to be your first year here"
"Yeah if I take my spot"
"You haven't taken your spot, why not"
"A boy "
"There are a million different boys in the world "
"There might be but not like him and I just got back into music so"
"What happen for you to stop music "
"I rather not talk about it right now " I say and she just nods to say she understands, we ened up in the first class that I was put into for the day to see how it would go and I walk in take a seat. And enjoy the rest of my day.
After talking to everyone and talking about Jack so much, I'm going to call him, to say I'm sorry. I'm scared for what his going to say and what his going to do after I tell him about running into Jace randomly. I try calling him once, then a second but no answer so I stop trying. I'm in my hotel room bored out of my mind and no one knows how to answer there phone. So I go on my social media and see why on one is answering cause there all out partying With each other. So I just leave a message so he can text me whenever he can.
B: I'm sorry for ignoring you, I love you too please text me or call me when you can, I miss you to and I'm sorry.
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I never got a reply back so I just went to bed and fall asleep right away.
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with youMum my continues singing but I'm still awake .
"Can you sing it again mum, please"
"It's okay Bella, it's just rain, listen to it, it's like music, it will help you sleep." She puts a piece of hair behind my ear.
"Will you stay with me intill I fall asleep"
"I will sweetheart, I love you"
"I love you too mum, goodnight "
"Good night B"
My dream continues on and it's the crash.
"MUM!!""
"SOMEONE HELP, I NEED HELP, PLEASE" I beg but everyone just walks by not caring.
"She deserves to die " my dad says passing me
"Help her dad please"
"I cheated for a reason Bella and I don't have to do shit" he says evily
"PLEASE !!!"
My dream ends. I ended up waking up but no ones here for me so I don't bother crying I just lay there intill the sun raises.
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The Gift Of My Voice (Jack Averyfanfic )
Fanfiction17 year old Bella Lawson a shy girl from Sydney who left her life she had and moved to L.A sadly after her mothers death to live with her dad . Her love of singing got her through the hard times and brought a smile everytime she sang from the gift...