REWRITTEN
Two Months Later
"I'm disgusted."
"I can't believe I'm going to the same school as a murderer."
"Why aren't you In jail?"
"Crazy."
"Bad"
"Insane."
"Dangerous."
These are the things people have said about me behind my back. My life has turned upside down.
Ever since he left two months ago, my life has done nothing but fall apart.
At my new school, people have figured me out quicker than the simplest math problem in algebra. They have done nothing but yell at me, scream at me, and torture me.
They have made my life miserable, and knowing that I can't run to Keith and seek comfort destroys me even more. At least I still have Will, and he's the only person I got. He agreed to come live with me in Highlands Ranch. He agreed to leave his friends and his school and come with me here.
Ever since I left, I've made no friends.
Everyone is afraid of me, scared that I might kill them if they got too close. All because of that manipulated footage, the media has turned me into a monster. Protesting that I should be put in jail or juvenile.
But I've learned to cope with it. Although every single time I return home, I cry.
I cry and scream at myself for no reason. These people have led me to think that I'm a horrible person, that I don't even deserve the things I have.
Every time when I get home from that tortuous place called school, I let my stomach free, and when all of it's contents is gone, I start dry-heaving. This happens for hours and hours a night. the world is cruel and wretched.
It makes me hate my life even more. I just want Keith to be here. I want to be in his arms, I want to feel his comfort. I want to feel him.
Every time I shut my eyes, nightmares take over my mind. Tricking by brain into thinking he's never coming back.
Before he left that day, I pleaded that he never forget me. For him to never leave me. But long days and weeks later, I still haven't heard from him. I've led myself to believe that he's gone, that he is never going to come back and that he's forgotten me.
I miss the days when we were together, running from Walker and the Shadow Men. I miss the days we spent walking and talking in that forest, even though we were close to dying of dehydration. I just miss it all because of him. Because he was there in every memory I have of those days.
I just wish for him to be back. I want him back badly. I would give anything for him to be back, for my old self to be back.
I just want it. Badly.
I just want my peace back.
I want him back.
Now.
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Its over now😭😭😭
🙃Joking
There is defiantly going to be one or two books after this one so don't worry, I'm not leaving you on a sad note, I promise. And besides, I cant do that to my awesome and loyal readers. I just can't!
I know it was a sad epilogue and a short one too, but RENAMED will be out on April 17, I promise. Thank you so much for reading and joining me on this adventure. I really loved writing this story, some chapters made me cry my eyes out though, true fact! no joke! It was sad...
Anyway...
There will be three more informative parts at the end of this chapter, so PLEASE READ THEM!! They are very important regarding this series and my new series coming out soon after RENAMED and UNFAZED is finished.
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