- - - - (VIOLETTA'S POV) - - - -
All day and all night I have been working on finishing the song, Right Now. So far I have the following.
🎶 I know that love has a master plan, And that it's take me by the hand
When I look back now I get a feeling, That it's ok that we have been relieving
Now in your eyes I can see a dream, And in the music I hear the sound
Of that crazy feeling so deep in me, And know it's spinning me round and round 🎶
I see need a few more lines to complete this first verse. But then I have the chorus.
🎶 Right now, Everything's so right
Right now, We are so alive
Happy when you're next to me
Right where you were meant to be
Feel fate falling into place, How I could stare forever at your face
Right now, There's a night sky full of stars
Waiting for us~ 🎶
At times I can't help but to feel that these lyrics are words about my relationship with Leon. Someday I still hope and wish that he can see something more than the little girl he meet one day and end up being his best friend.
There is a phrase that says, "Marriage is sharing life with your best friend, enjoying the journey along the way and at every destination... Together." - Fawn Weaver
I thought that it would be me and Leon until death due us a part. At times I wish I didn't have any feelings for him, life would be better. Not having to worry about anything or feeling guilty of being with Diego. Like the other night at the movies. When I saw him with Lara happy, I didn't feel guilty enjoying my time wrapped in Diego's arms. Then the moment when we both made eye contact, something inside me spoke to me. Making me feel guilty, like I shouldn't be this close to my boyfriend. At a moment I even thought that I may have gone to the movies with the wrong person.
The truth is that I should be with someone that I want, that wants me in return. Diego wants to be with me and I should be happy to be with him. My conscience is saying otherwise. It's saying that the relationship I have with Diego is going to end up like my relationship with Federico.
I can't help but to think the same. I was with Federico because someone had finally chosen to be with me. I thought being with him I could forget about Leon and Roxy. It ended up leaving me breaking a good person's heart. Someone who didn't deserved to be treated that way. Whenever I think about Fede, I can't help imagine if he left to Italy because he wanted to get away from me. Leave all the heart ache I caused him.
Speaking of Fede, I get a call from him which made me smile. I'm glad that he still wants to talk to me and hold a friendship with me.
"Hello." [Vilu]
"Hey Vilu, how is everything back in Buenos Aires?" [Fede]
"Right now, better than ever." [Vilu]
"I am taking it that you and Francesca are back as friends." [Fede]
"Yes. I was able to recover a tape of what actually happened. It hurt her to find out the truth, but we reconciled. Not to mention that he was dating Ludmilla since the beginning." [Vilu]
"I can't believe it. So they were in on the entire thing." [Fede]
"They planned it all. Trying to hurt me because she feels threatened and that I took her place." [Vilu]
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Right From The Start {Book 1}
ФанфикLeon and Violetta who have been friends since six years old. Violetta was the little girl who moved across the street from the Vargas's house. Leon instantly took Violetta in to be his friend along with his other childhood buddies. They all grew up...
