Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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I didn't want to ruin a good night, so I decided I'd call Andy in the morning. It was about 5 and the light was slowly starting to fade, the sun starting to fall.

'So you mentioned your boyfriend was in a band, are they good?' Charlie asked, I nodded

'Yeah, they're actually in the middle of a tour, around the UK, have you heard of Wembley arena?' I asked

'Yeah, the big venue place isn't it?' I smiled and nodded

'They performed two nights there last week, it was incredible, seeing him do what he loves up on that stage, with all them people, cheering and supporting it' a tear rolled down my cheek, remembering the moment, and then thinking about Andy and how he's left, the one thing he loves to do, because of me

'That sounds awesome' he hugged me, it shocked me a little at first, but after a moment, I wrapped my arms around him, crying into his shoulder, the hug was so tight I felt like all my broken pieces were slowly coming back together

'I'm sorry' he looked at me

'Don't apologise, sometimes you need a hug, and someone to tell you it'll be okay, because it will be, you're strong enough' I smiled and took a deep breath in, keeping the tears back 'So what do you want to do? we can head back if you want?' I nodded and we started our way back to the house

'Oh you're back, did you two have a good time?' Lisa asked as we walked in, she was coming down the stairs

'Yeah, it was so pretty, I love it' she smiled

'Oh that's good hunny, I hope Charlie looked after you' I laughed and nodded

'He did' we all went into the kitchen where my auntie and Charlie's dad were sat, I think they were abit tipsy, Lottie ran in

'Charlie you're back!!' she grabbed his arm and he lifted her up

'Did you miss me?' he spun her around and she laughed, looking over at me

'What's your name?' I smiled

'Gabby' I replied and she made Charlie put her down, grabbing my hand

'That such a nice name, come and play with me' she dragged me out of the room, I looked back at Charlie and laughed because he looked like a lost puppy

'I've been replaced by my own sister' he smiled and sat down with his mum, making sure she didn't fall over. I liked how close he was to his family, like Andy, he doesn't have any siblings but when he was around kids, like Ryes little brothers, he was so good, they loved him, he'd make them laugh, I always knew he'd make an incredible dad, and now it was happening but it was not the way I had imagined, no way near.

Although I had told Charlie about it all, I didn't feel awkward, like he had been my friend for a long time, like I knew him so well.

'So Gabby, do you like princesses' she said sitting down, holding two dolls in her hands, I smiled

'They are my favourite' a huge smile crossed her face

'Charlie usually plays the prince but I'll let him be yours today' she said looking up

'Erm, I don't play princesses, I'm not a little girl' I turned around and saw him stood at the door way, he had a smirk on his face

'Yes you do! I'm not a little girl, I'm a big girl' Lottie said angrily before laughing at her dolls

'You are a big girl' Charlie said walking in 'and I don't play princesses' he whispered as he walked past me, making me laugh. Lottie looked up at me with her big eyes

'Gabby do you have a prince?' She asked, I looked at Charlie, awkwardly

'She does but he's very far away, and she misses him very much' Charlie said

'Why is he far away? Do you not love him' she asked, my heart dropped

'I do love him, and we'll be together again soon, I just wanted to see my auntie' she nodded

'Should we make her feel better Lotts?' her smile grew bigger, I looked at them both, confused as to what was going on

'Will you really do it?!' She said jumping up and down, he smiled

'If it makes her feel better' she looked at me, with puppy eyes

'Will it?' She asked and I nodded, still unsure about what was going on, she jumped in excitement and pulled Charlie towards her, they both faced me, he shook his head and sighed

'3..2..1..' Lottie said and they both started spinning around the room, Lottie was laughing while Charlie was lifting her up and spinning her around, I was laughing at how cute it was, he put the biggest smile on her face

After a few minutes they finished, he bowed and she did a little curtsy, I gave them a huge round of applause

'That was incredible guys! Really put me in a good mood' Lottie ran over and hugged me

'Did you like it? We've been working on it for months' she smiled and I nodded

'I thought it was amazing'

'Guys do you want some cheesecake' my auntie shouted and Lotties attention shot to her, she ran out screaming 'yes' Charlie laughed, shaking his head

'Are you okay?' He asked, his face going serious

'Yeah, I think I'm going to go call him, will you tell my auntie I'm freshening up, that I'll be down soon' he nodded and I ran upstairs

I sat on my bed, in my room, I got my tablet out, seeing if any of the boys had tweeted, or messaged me, they hadn't, I got the house phone and dialled Andys number, it rang for a few moments

'Hello' he answered, his voice was quiet, croaky

'Andy?' I managed to say, he was breathing heavily, like he and been crying

'Who's this?' He replied, he sounded so upset, my heart burst, just hearing his voice, I closed my eyes, trying to stop the tears

'It's erm.. it's Gabby' I heard him sigh, he didn't answer 'Andy, please just speak to me' it was quiet for a moment

'There's nothing to say is there, you wrote what you had to say'

'Andy I love you, please just let me explain, I didn't tell you about Brook because it meant nothing, and that was wrong, I was just mad, and I didn't tell you about the baby because I want you to be the dad, you're always going to be the dad' I said, my heart aching, just the words coming out do my mouth hurt

'Gabby, you left, if you had told me before you went, things could've been so different, you're on the other side of the world, and I found out about my baby from a fan' he said making me hurt even more

'If I had told you in person would you still be mad, would you still have left the band' I asked and he sighed 

'Yes, but I would've been told in person, and you wouldn't be on the other side of the world, letting us all deal with this ourselves, when it's your fault' he said, pausing every now and again

'I know it's my fault, not the boys, they're worried about you, they don't know where you are' he was quiet for a minute

'I can't see them yet, and I don't want to talk to you' tears fell down my face. He didn't want to talk to me, I had upset him so much and it killed me inside

'You don't want to talk to me yet, or you don't want to talk to me full stop' I asked, holding my breath as to what his reply would be

'I don't know, I need time'