Stay; Andy Fowler (A Roadtrip Fanfiction) (COMPLETE)

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It was early morning and I was lay awake, next to Andy, who was still sleeping. It was still dark outside but I couldn't sleep. I sat up and just looked at him, peacefully sleeping, I smiled to myself and softly kissed him on his cheek, I noticed a little smile take over his lips, its amazing how you can still feel such small gestures in your most serene state.

I carefully got out of the bed, I took so much awareness trying not to wake Andy up that I stepped on Brooks forearm

'Holy f...' he squealed, I jumped back as he made me jump

'Shush' I said as quiet as I could, he was holding onto his arm, and sat up

'Why did you stand on me?' he whispered angrily

'I'm sorry, maybe you shouldn't sleep right under the bed, he rolled his eyes, I motioned for him to follow me, I walked into the kitchen, Brook following

'This really hurts' I got him some ice and a cloth

'You'll live, I'm not that heavy' he puffed sarcastically 'erm that's rude?! at least I can handle someone slightly touching my arm' he gave me a blank expression, I started laughing

'What's funny?' he said inspecting his arms for any 'breaks'

'Nothing, I'm sorry you got a red mark on your arm' I started laughing again, this time he followed, when we got in this mood it wasn't good, we could laugh non stop for hours, we were both as immature as each other, finally our laughing started to die down

'Anyway why are you up this early?' he asked still holding ice on his arm

'Just not tired, when Andy was gone I stayed up all night so I guess my sleeping patterns are abit messed up' he nodded

'How are you?' he asked, I smiled

'I'm good' and I was telling the truth, although I was leaving and wouldn't see Andy for three months and the boys for who knows how long, I was good. Brook didn't reply, he nodded and stood awkwardly 'What's up?'

'I know this is making you happy, but I remember you saying if you went home then you'll never come back, but a lot has happened, so what does you going home mean?' I looked at him, and I wasn't even sure of the answer, I was so happy about going home I hadn't thought about the fact that Andy will want me to come back after. I shrugged my shoulders

'I really don't know, but what I do know is this isn't the last time we're gonna see each other, we're family, I could never leave you, any of you' he sighed

'Promise, because I don't know what I'd do without my lil sister, actually what all of us would do' I smiled and put my pinky finger in front of him, he linked mine and his together

'I promise' he pulled me into a tight hug

'I'll miss you Gabster' I looked at him, not impressed, he put his arms up knowing why

'Don't ever call me that again' he laughed and wrapped his arms around me again

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'I'll miss having you here, you're family and always will be, have a safe journey' Blair said pulling me into a hug

'I'll see you soon yeah' he smiled and had to rush off to a meeting

'Where are the boys?' I turned and asked Andy, he hesitated for a minute

'They went into London, they said they're sorry they cant say bye properly' I sighed knowing I couldn't say goodbye to them all, it could be nearly a year since I see them again, because of their tour and everything else happening 'let's say goodbye properly here' he said putting one of my bags down

'Why? You're coming to the station with me?' I asked confused

'I know, but it's private here' I smiled and put my stuff down, he took my hands and breathed in

'Listen, I know this is something you need to do, I'm going to miss you so much, but I'll be home for Christmas so I'll see you soon, I'll be counting down the days' I smiled 'I love you so much, you're the most amazing girl I've ever known, you're beautiful, you're smart, you're insanely weird as me, and the way you get on with the boys, I appreciate it all so much' I blushed

'Andy of course, they're my family, as are you' I squeezed his hands

'I'm so sorry this trip wasn't the best, it could have been so much better but I ruined it, for all of us, but you forgave me, which I didn't deserve and that's why I love you, you are an incredible person, and you are my world, you know that' he cupped my face and I smiled, he placed a kiss on my lips 'now are you ready to go?' he asked picking up my bags, I nodded and followed him outside.

The station wasn't too far from the flat, once we arrived Andy pulled my bags out the car, and dropped them with a big breath

'Come on they're not that heavy' he laughed and rolled his eyes jokingly, we both walked to the platform I needed to be on and saw they had a starbucks, I turned to Andy 'oo lets go get a starbucks, we have plenty of time' I said, half begging, he stayed quiet for a moment

'We're one step ahead of you, one caramel crème blend, your favourite' I looked to my right to see the four boys, Rye holding out my favourite drink, Brook was holding a bunch of flowers, Mikey had a Tesco bag full of food and Jack had an envelope and was holding a massive sign reading 'We'll Miss You'

'What are you doing here? you're supposed to be in London?' they all smirked and I looked back at Andy

'No they were never there, they were getting all this for you' they all serenaded me with hugs and gave me all their gifts. I went to open the envelope but they all yelled at me

'NO, not until you're home!' Andy said basically snatching the thing off me, I put my hands up

'Okay okay, not until I'm home' he handed it me back but still held on

'Promise' I nodded and he let go, I slid it into my bag 'Thankyou guys, you really didn't need to come here, I could've said goodbye back home'

'No, we couldn't let you go without being here until you leave' Mikey said as soon as we heard a train pulling up, we all looked down the line and saw my train approaching, I looked back at the all and they all looked like lost puppies

'I guess that's my train' I sighed, knowing I was going to miss them all so much, I gave them all one last quick hug and they stepped back, letting Andy speak to me

'Remember, I'm only a phone call away, anything happens and I mean anything, if you have a bad dream, call me at 3am, promise' I smiled and kissed him, snuggling into his arms

'Group hugggg' instantly we were surrounded by all the boys joining in on the hug 'We love you! have a safe journey home' I felt safe, like a big warm, thick blanket was covering me, I took a deep breath in and they all spread out, grabbed my things and put them on the train for me, quickly getting off before it left.

I sat down and looked out the window at them all, standing there, waving crazily, I laughed at how childish they were, but that's what made me love them all, the train started moving and they were getting further and further away, I could see Andy, his face hurt me, he was on the edge of tears, probably holding them back so I couldn't see, that's why I didn't want to leave, I knew I'd hurt him, like it hurt my mum every time I left home, knowing that as soon as I was gone and couldn't see him he'd burst into tears, it was horrible.

Then I couldn't see any of them, the platform was gone, I was seeing the well known surroundings disappearing, and I didn't know when I'd ever see them again. if I'd ever see them again.