|78| Even If It's Not Me

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Even If It's Not Me

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Seeing him with another girl, are you gonna be happy?

For him, yes. For me, no. I'll be happy for him. I won't be happy for me.

Do you regret the moments you've spent with him?

No. I don't.

Why?

Because I love it. I treasure it.

Do you hate him?

How can I?

Do you love him?

How do you un-love someone?

Are you gonna be jealous of her?

Yeah.

Why?

Because she can make him smile. She's the one he's gonna turn to whenever he has problems. She has his back. She's gonna be the listener. She's the one listening to his good and bad news. She's the first. She would come first. She's gonna be remembered.

Would you hate her?

No.

Is there anything you can do to make him look at you?

No. There's nothing I can do.

Would you still be crying over him?

Probably.

Last question. If you had one wish to use on him, what would it be?

I wish he could find someone who would love him back unconditionally, even if it's not me.

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