Loving Him *complete*

Chapter 9

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A/N Hey everyone, I hope you be liked how I've been updating and love this story! If its good or bad, please feel free to tell me your opinion about this book!

And thanks for getting this book to over than 200 reads!!!!!! I love you guys sooo much.

And last, but not least is. . . . . . my old book I wrote was 'Chased By Bad Boys', which got deleted, but . . . . I'm going to rewrite it again!

It will have more detail and there will be some things that are different, but all the characters are the same! The only catch though is it won't be published until about 2 months. . . . .sooo yeah.

Hope you enjoy the chapter!!!!

Songs for this chapter: ·Daydreamin- Ariana Grande

·Mountain sound- of Monsters and men

~Sam's p.o.v.

Whenever I fainted from being in front of people with a millions of people eyes on me, I never really stayed out long. But this time, I stayed out for a couple of minutes - not second - minutes. I also never really dreamed about anything either. But instead of dreaming, I begin to wonder . . . . . Not about anything and everything, but about one specific thing.

Harry Styles.

I would always wonder. . . . . about him and how he was like, before I found out how he actually was.

I would wonder a lot of things like;

How many teaspoons of honey he preferred in his tea,

or what are his favorite places to go while on tour .

I wondered what his favorite meal is,

or what his favorite restaurant is.

I wondered what goes through his mind right before he goes to bed.

I wondered what he thinks about when he is taking a long shower,

or what he thinks when he looks into a crowd of girls screaming his name.

I wondered if he prefers fedoras over beanies. . . .

but what I mostly wondered about is. . . . . . .what it must feel like when our fingers entwined,

or to feel his heartbeat against my ear when I lay against his chest,

or how he snores lightly against my hair when he's fast asleep.

I wonder how it feels to wrap my fingers in his curls. . . . . but. . . . . the sad thing is . . . . . .

I will never know any of these things.

And I wonder . . . . . .why I love him so much.

For I know so little about.

And that he doesn't even know I exist,

or that I care for him still.

But I wonder . . . . . . . .

" Sam! Sam! " , i feel like that's the voice i ever wake up to now since I've came. I sat up and noticed, we were back in mine and Nina's room.

" Finally. . . . Jesus." she sighed.

" What happened ?" I asked rubbing my temples.

" You fainted. . that's what happened." she said.