Girl Next Door (Editing)

An Entry

    Robin's POV

22 September
Dear Dani

Isn't it so sad how we just grow accustomed to someone and begin to see our future with them? You begin to see dreams where you're with him, happy, smiling, feeling on top of the world then suddenly, it comes crashing down. All those dreams you had about each other become like a mirror cracking but there is nothing you can do about it. You try fitting the pieces together but it can't be anymore. It won't be as perfect as before.

I sighed and looked at my clock. It read nine . I knew it was getting late and I needed sleep but my entry seemed important. I continued to write.

That's how I feel now. Eli and I. The first day I saw him. I thought it would be him. The guy I've always wanted. The one I could depend on. He gave me you, Dani. He cared about how I felt. He cared about my likes. Or was it all a hoax?! A way to make fun of the new kid?!
I can't believe that, Dani. I could see love in the dark depths of his eyes. Love I would wanna drown in. Our attraction couldn't have been a lie. Couldn't have been a performance. I know Julian knew this too.