With Love To You (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

2. Ruth

Ruth's POV

I couldn’t sleep that night. My memories haunted me for hours. My mind went all the way to my childhood. I’m an Asian and I’m the only child. I never saw my parents fight because they were in love. Love, caring, friendship was what I saw from the beginning. It kept us alive though we struggle with our expenses. We had our own business but it didn’t work well. But whatever happened my parents gave me what I want. Never pushed me with my education, my personal life or anything. Neither do I want to make them unhappy. My school days were lovely. Though I’m not the brightest of all, I took part in every club. Pretty famous for those stuff. Got through all the exams and left the dear old school.

I can’t say I'm that hot chic that boys wanted. I’m the chubby average girl with a good smile. All the people loved my smile. And I’m happy for that. Had a boyfriend but didn’t go well. My parents were my best friends’ because whenever I start seeing a friend as a besty the friendship ends soon.

My dad caught this weird sickness a few days after I graduated from high school. We tried our best to keep him safe and we dedicated our whole time for him. He always cracks jokes and mom is the one who always get them cuz I really don’t get jokes. I started my higher education wanting to become a professional teacher like my mom. But my mind kept saying that I can do better than that.

That night was the night I never hoped to come. But it came. He was in the hospital bed. Looking at me and my mom with tears. He asked me to bring his camera and that when he told me to keep it safe. I can still hear… his last words.

Mom never had time to grieve for dad as she became busy with her work all day and night. I guess she didn't’t want me to see her crying. Her heart is a rock. But her eyes told her untouched story. Mine was a mess but music made me feel better. That’s when one direction came along. A huge influence for my life.

I had to work too. And we both collected money to go to Paris, and she wanted me to start a new job which she thought a good idea for me to become success. And here I am, the biggest loser, on a dirty bed, empty stomach and with a hole in the heart.

I have to find something, even cleaning job would be appropriate. How can a 19 years old girl can become a celebrity photographer. I can’t even capture a single human being, just rocks and mountains. At least I have my last film role with me. I should keep it safe and quite this insanity.

“Where is my cam?” though its not a proper camera any more, it’s not in my room. “Okay, now I have lost all of it, this is just great.” I’m angry with myself. How can I be more irresponsible? It’s probably with Harry.

“HARRY!!!” “Oh great, a celebrity, whom I was thinking about for years. Finally I met him and couldn’t even get an autograph because of that freaking moment.” I know I was talking to myself. But it’s the only way to keep me from becoming more furious.

“It’s another disastrous day for me. Met my crush Harry, he stepped into me and broke my beloved camera, and now he got it and I don’t even know how to get it back from him.. Just pure greatness.”

I was thinking about a way to get my camera back when my phone starts ringing.

“Hello sweety, How’s your day little girl?” That’s my mom. Should I tell her what happened to me or lets pretend that all is well?

“Hey mom, it’s great, I got some great pictures and think it will help me to find a good job…(hopfully)”      

“That’s great darling, You are good in this field, don’t worry they will pick you. I got holidays for summer. Going to meet your grandpa. I’ll call you when I reach, okey?”

I’m happy if she’s happy. So I said yes and hung up. I never lied to my parents. But now I had to.

Is this going to be my life? (sign) what will happen to my dreams? And I’m sure Harry won’t come looking for me just to give me a brand new camera, or my old one because they are busy with their lives and obviously no time to think about a dull girl like me. I know that because all my guy friends back in home town thinks like that. So I’m used to it. Especially a celebrity like Harry might have already forgotten my name.

I wrote this specially because you dnt know who Ruth is.... This is her past...... Let see what will happen to her..

Whether Harry has forgotten her already..

Can you plz comment... I rilly need to know......