HER ONLY WAY OF HOLDING ON
IS BY NEVER LETTING GO
TO THE ONE THING THAT MAKES HER
CALM. but she needs to realize >>
she has to let go. she has to be
devoured whole.
she can't be living a lie anymore. she
needs to stop and let the stars die away
and the planets give out. she needs to
get a grip on the velvet black night
large and small and arms clasped
around her tight. she needs to squirm
in the uncomfortable darkness, alone
and frozen cold. she needs to be numb
and useless. because the only love she
has now,
is old.
