I AM TAKING MYSELF BACK. NO MORE HIDING NO MORE OBEYING MY ANXIOUS NEEDS NO MORE PLEADING FOR YOU TO BE WITH ME NO MORE FEELING SORRY FOR MY LAZY ASS SELF NO MORE FEELING LIKE IM WORTHLESS. NO MORE HATING WHO I AM NO MORE SETTING LIMITS TO WHAT I CAN BE, NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE. ALL THAT IS LEFT IS ME.
NO MORE FEELING LIKE A FUCKING LOSER NO MORE LETTING YOU MAKE ME FEEL THAT WAY. OH NO ITS OVER, ITS DONE. I HAVE WON I HAVE TAKEN BACK MYSELF AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BREATHE THROUGH MY OWN DAMN LUNGS. I AM MYSELF. I AM TAKING ME BACK.
I BELONG TO MYSELF. WRECKED, OR NOT, IM ME. IM IMPERFECT AND I CAN USE WHICHEVER WORDS I FUCKING WANT. I CAN WRITE WHENEVER I PLEASE. MY HEAD CANT DICTATE ME. NEITHER CAN YOU. I AM SETTING MYSELF FREE.
AND YOU HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. THIS WAS ALL ME. BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT?
i fucking deserve it.
