SHE ! skips happily
throws her head back
curls bouncing , hair twirling
eyes merry and HAPPY !
lights lights lights are being
hung hung hung , beautiful
CLAPPING because the tree lit UP !
she is smiling SMILING // HER cheeks
hurt!! people are happy just the same
"is she sane?" NOBODY KNOWS!
not even her >> ITS A HAPPY TIME
and there's lights , music , shows !
she is HAPPY ! so so happy.
"you're like the present spirit in the Christmas Carol!" >>
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY she is so
HAPPY!
she is laughing and talking and catching their eyes , her pain is NO WHERE to be found
-- not even in the sky , she is miles miles high from her problems.
oh such a happy time
this is, she never wants to leave, she is wanting to stay here forever in this little place of happiness of euphoria of childhood of bells of music of singing of them of EVERYTHING THAT AGE HAS WASTED AWAY !!!!!!
but Christmastime is the only thing that makes childhood truly stay.
or at least , i try.
