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65 | restart + i'm back

   Hello Peeps!

   I've been anxious to write this since last night, but I just got the time to sit down and unwind my thoughts.

   Some of you already know, but for those who don't— I've unpublished all my WWE books.

   Why?

Why?

Why?

   The utter truth is that I want a fresh start. Lately I've felt kind of forced to write, and I don't like that one bit. It's strange because sometimes I do enjoy writing for a story, but then at the same time, I'm not entirely doing it for myself.

   I won't lie and say that I've noticed a massive decrease in support for my works, at least in the comment section.

   No, this isn't a cry for attention or me pointing a finger and blaming people. This is not that at all.

   With little to no feed back, I've grown tired of the books because lets face it, I can get pretty repetitive with my story lines.

   I'm also not starting a pity party where I'll say how much I suck because I know I don't, and I'm not being arrogant -- rather I've just grown confident enough to say that I know I'm not a bad writer.

   I know I can do better every day, and lately publishing for WWE related fanfics has really made me feel limited and locked in one category.

   I've got SO many drafts upon drafts of stories I never published because I kept telling myself I'd release them after I completed one WWE book. Sadly, wrapping a book up is not my forte, especially when my heart isn't in it 100%.

   The structure of this message is pretty non-existant as It's just a chit chat, direct verbal puke onto this canvas I suppose.

   I am aware that a lot of the WWE Books I unpublished were liked well enough to win awards that YOU guys voted for.

   For that, I am 100% grateful. I know that sometimes it might seem like I don't care about these things, and truthfully, I'm not crazy about these competitions BUT, I do appreciate the work that goes behind it:

   People voting for their favorite stories,
   + seeing people I love win much deserved awards.

   Lately my interest in the WWE has strongly declined. I am not lying when I say that I've found it hard through sit down through either RAW / SMACK DOWN. 

   I'll tune in for PPV's, but even then -- I am STRONGLY upset with the current material.

   - I am saddened by the fact that Seth's "baby face" angle has been very badly handled. The fact that Triple H is nowhere near the broken picture to explain why the fuck he attacked Rollins / isn't even mentioned really waters down Seth's baby face turn. 

   I sincerely don't know what they're doing with Rollins, but I don't like it. I am tired of seeing him face off against KO time after time, especially when THEY AREN'T PLAYING AT THE ANGLE WE ALL WANT TO SEE, AND THAT'S HUNTER'S INVOLVEMENT.

   I need for Seth to OFFICIALLY be booted off the AUTHORITY.

   Not because I wish the guy bad, but because things are so stale for him right now.