I was startled to hear that but I kept my cool, I acted as if I didn't hear a thing. I know that he's waiting for my response but I'm afraid I'll break in front of him if I try to say anything, so I had to look down on my food as I eat so he won't be able to see my face. After not seeing him for a year makes it really uncomfortable to be alone with him, especially that I don't know what am I to him now. I simply don't want to look like a fool so I kept my mouth shut and concentrated in eating.
I quickly finish my food to escape this awkward atmosphere. I placed all the dirty dishes he used to cook and washed it myself. He didn't bother talking to me after that and I was relieved when he went back to the living room.
The sun was already out after washing all the dishes. I was greeted by their maid who looks like she just got of bed judging by her bed hair. She apologized for making me do all the work in the kitchen but it was really nothing to be honest. I do that all the time at home.
I saw Jungkook sitting on the couch with his head hung low. I was halfway to the living room when I met Jungkook's eyes, it was piercing at my very soul. My heart started pounding when he stood up and started walking to my direction, looking at my lips. I want to run back to my room but my feet won't move.
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Soon the distance between us were non-existent. We can feel each other's breath as he brush the tip of his nose to mine. At that very moment, I wanted to crash my lips against his but I knew better. I took a step backward and went to my room.
I locked our room and was able to breathe normally again.
"Idiot." I mumbled to myself as I remembered what happened yesterday, now he's all over Jungha dancing intimately in front of everyone.
At first I didn't understand why their family have to throw her a grand party at a five star hotel, but apparently it's their family tradition. Once a girl turns eighteen years old, thus transforming into a lady, the whole family must celebrate it by throwing a grand formal party. More like their version of sweet sixteen.
I looked away from the painful scene and went to the bathroom to make sure I don't look like I'm about to bawl my eyes out. I went inside one of the stall and sat on the closed toilet bowl. I took a deep breath, calming myself.
It feels like every second that I'm near Jungkook and Jungha, the more I feel like jumping off a cliff. I just want all of this to be over.
