What About Us?

Chapter 35

Chapter 35: What about the lies?
Autumns P.O.V

I just stared at him.

The stupid words rang in my mind all night. Really, I haven't gone back to sleep. I've been up all night- or morning- thinking about Dylan's words.

'Sex Alexis, we had sex...'

They had sex. Like sex.

Dammit, Autumn stop repeating it.

Okay....

It hurt. It really hurt. Really bad. All night I've been asking my self questions.

How?

Why?

What?!

But, as always, I gave myself hope. I mean Dylan was drunk, maybe he didn't know what he was talking about. Do I have hope that Dylan didn't do what I think he did, yeah.

But...if he did, does that mean he doesn't doesn't love me? I think my heart tore apart just thinking about it.

Dylan was laying on my bed, all sprawled out. He didn't have trouble falling asleep yesterday but I certainly did.

Maybe I was over reacting. Seriously, I may have shed a few tears.

Doesn't matter....

Dylan stirred on my bed and I watched as his eyes opened. "Oh, God." He held his head and slowly sat up on the bed.

His head was probably pounding. Well, my freaking hearts pounding.

He looked around the room confused and his gaze caught me, sitting on my spinny chair.

I gave him a tight smile, trying not to show my true emotions. "Hi."

Dylan just looked at me. "Hey." He said slowly. "Um, what-"

"You kind of showed up last night, you know wasted, so I just let you sleep here." I told him.

He nodded his head. "I didn't-you know, I wasn't an ass, right?" He asked quietly.

I shook my head. Nope, you may have just sent my heart into shock. "No. How are you feeling?" I asked standing up.

"I'm fine." Dylan replied swinging his legs over the edge of the bed.

"I have aspirin in the bathroom, I'll go get it for you." I told him.

He smiled. "Thanks, baby girl." I walked to the bathroom and got the pills. When I walked back out, Dylan was sitting with his elbows on his knees and he was holding his face.

I pursed my lips. Here goes nothing. "Hey, Dylan?" He looked up and I handed it to him.

"Thanks." He sighed as he took it.

"Mmhmm, no problem. Just one question....did you sleep with Alexis last night?"

Dylan almost choked on the water that he was currently drinking. I just looked at him, and when he recovered from his coughing fit, he looked up at me. "What?" He asked.

"Did you sleep with Alexis?" I repeated, eyeing him carefully.

He shook his head. "No, why the hell would I do that?" I just looked at him carefully.

He could be lying.

But what if he's not?

He seems pretty serious.

Well, what if he's a good liar?

But, I believe him. He said he didn't, so he didn't, right?

Plus, why should it matter if he did? He's not your boyfriend.