Why do you want me around?
Just to cry to?
Just to yell at?
Just to blame?
You keep saying you hate me
You keep saying you need me
But then you say you don't
And you say I don't care
You desired forgiveness
For everything you've done
I said I'll forgive you
But I cannot move on
Stop pushing my buttons
Stop insulting me
Stop prying into my life
Stop pretending
You don't care
You don't need me
You don't want me
All you want is a diary
If I didn't let you use me
You'd use someone else
Then you'd call me
Just to say you hate me
But every time you do
I regret the 3 words
The words that let you loose
"I forgive you"
I should have never
I should have left
I should have
Cut you out my life
You're poisonous
Like a cobra
That's tied to my leg
Biting every chance it gets
You're sneaky
Like a tiger
Waiting for my bsck to turn
So you can pounce
No one detects you
Like a dart frog
You look so innocent
But you're still dangerous
I must be a fool
Or insane
You've already bitten me
You've already killed me
I don't let you in
I hide from you
But you won't leave
Until you get what you crave
I thought you wanted tears
You've seen me cry
You broke me down
I can never be fixed
But I was wrong
You didn't want tears
You wanted the knife
For it to hit my vein
You wanted my blood
All these years
That's your one wish
For my blood and tears
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
A Dark Rose Blooms (poetry)
PuisiA piece of me. A place to open all my wounds and share my joy. All the poetry here is personal to me. Writing is an escape for me, and only through writing can I put my thoughts and emotions out into the world honestly. Each piece is dated, the day...