Tales of a Neverland Lost Girl

I Wish

Song

I know you're reckless when you're drunk
So you make sure you never drink alone
You wear your pride around your neck
Along with your cheap cologne
I know your dreams are bigger than this
Something's calling you
It's sweet destiny's kiss
But do you know I'm still waiting for you're dreams
To be about me
I see you're hands stained with his own blood
I see your smile as you cover it up
You laugh, I cry
But do you know why?
Because you'll never see me
Without my silent company

I don't want to know
The mindset you create
Forged in sin and lust, mistrust, disgrace and hate
But I need you to know
Everything I see
From your head, your heart
Down to your feet
This is why I breathe

When I close my eyes
With the sun, at night
Yours is the only face that comes to my mind
I reach over
Hoping to feel you there
But your never here
I wish I could hold you
I wish I could be your wish come true

Your lips move at the speed of light
A rehearsed speech then comes spilling out
About you father and his might fist
Beat down more times then you can count
But can I tell you the most gorgeous thing
It's seeing your mouth pull back when you smile at me
I fall apart every time
I blush and hide my eyes
as if you've committed a crime

I don't wanna know
The world that you live in
The one where you break your own heart
And stop before you begin
But I want you know
All you mean to me
Let me show you my colors
That you can't seem to see

When I close my eyes
With the sun, at night
Yours is the only face that comes to my mind
I reach over
Hoping to feel you there
But your never here
I wish I could hold you
I wish I could be your wish come true

And I am trying my hardest
To make sense of my soul
You push you from my mind
And I am doing my best
At walking with another
Trying to be my own lover

When I close my eyes
With the sun, at night
Yours is the only face that comes to my mind
I reach over
Hoping to feel you there
But your never here
I wish I could hold you
I wish I could be your wish come true

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Hi....I'm sad and in love with someone who doesn't love me. Great.

-m