March 22, 2016
9:18 PM
I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY
IT IS THE TWENTY-SECOND OF MARCH AND MY HEART HAS SHRIVELED UP AND I'M DEAD! INSIDE
Okay, sorry about that.
I'm really emo today.
Anyway... I've got updates!
UPDATES:
•My tumblr is poppin' yo. You should head on over there right now immediately. If you send me stuff I'll be really really happy ok? Ok.
(secret-agen-t)
•I really need a haircut. Like holy shit. It's in my eyes. 2009 Justin Bieber wants his hair back, I presume. Also I want my purple hair ASAP because YES.
•I AM GETTING AN ELECTRIC GUITAR AMD I AM V V EXCITED. I found one at Guitar Center that's a Fender Squier and it sounds really nice. Also it's green and silver and black, which is the agender pride flag. Aw yeah.
•wHY AM I NOT SKINNY AGH I WOULD PASS SO MUCH BETTER
•angst
•My acne needs to chill the fuck out mOW YOUR DAMN LAWN AND SIT THE HELL DOWN
•I need sleep urgh
•I might be ace? Maybe??¿?¿??¿¿? I need to get my shit together. I honestly have no idea how I feel romantically, sexually, or platonically about any gender anymore. And then there's sensual attraction and visual attraction...and all kinds of other stuff...I cannot deal.
Yeah that's like pretty much it except for my perpetual doubts about top surgery and HRT. Yikes.
~Eli
(Ps. I'm sorry that was so haphazard. I'm rly tired okay???)
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The Nonbinary Notebook
Non-FictionThis is basically a diary of my transition. I explain a bit better in the first chapter ^.^ TRIGGER WARNINGS: dysphoria & profanity. Individual chapters with other triggers will say so at the beginning of the chapter. If I miss a warning, please let...
