2: 45 PM
I went straight ahead sa gym para makapag work out. I had a new trainer na, it's Jake. Well, I need some more shape and if successful, i might be soo happy getting a six pack... wow!😝 I haven't been posting so much lately, tamang updates lang everyday.
6: 00 PM
RHIAN'S POV
I'm already home, I got the tickets and travel itineraries. I only have 2 days left so I have to prepare my stuff na rin. When Jay suddenly came in my room.
And smiled, then he sat down on my bed. Then he started talking while I'm packing up alot of clothes with Me...
J : I can still remember yung day na we had long conversations, almost everyday.
R: aren't you packing up? di ba you said you want to come, so why you're here?
J : Wala lang, I just thought of seeing you right now. I feel so lucky, kasi I'm the one who's with you right now.
Unti Unting lumapit sakin si Jay, I can feel him touching my arms, until He tried kissing me straight to my lips, I don't know if I still have the same excitement & feeling unlike before when my love life was still focused on Him. So, I showed a bit of struggle with his advances.
R : Jay, please I'm not in the mood.
He still continued on his advances on me, trying to lure me....
R : just please stop!
Nagulat siya. At parang nagtataka....
J : what's wrong?
R : nothings wrong, I'm just packing na kasi...
J : gusto mo ba ko maniwala paulit ulit sa mga reasons mo?
R : what?
J : ano ba talaga nag bbother sayo?
R : why do you keep on asking me this?
J : dahil parang may gap between us, what am I to you Rhian? what? god damn!
I got provoked with J's sudden blurt of anger, so I started reasoning out with him.
R : Yes! you are my bf, but you don't have the right to tell me what I should do! If Ayoko then don't ever push Me to do it.
J : I didn't pushed you to do anything! do you like someone else?
R : what? so ngayon paranoid ka na rin.
J : nag iba kana Rhian, you changed. don't ask me kung ano nagbago dahil alam ko there is.
Then I calmed down a bit.....
R : what if meron nga nagbago, would you still stay?
J : I will still stay, not unless ikaw mismo magsabi from yourself na we're really done with each other.
R : I'm sorry. I'm trying my best to focus on our relationship. But I'm starting to realized this might not be what I want sa huli.
J : then ano pa ba ang kailangan ko gawin for you to see na I'm the right one for you?
R : you can't teach my heart boo. You just can't.
J : are you in love with someone else?
R : what If I am?
J : Hindi ko aalamin kung sino yon. But I will not give up & let you go just like that. So don't expect I will leave you.
R : I know you won't. But you might as well give me space about taking this into another level. I don't even know if I'm ready.
J : it shows naman, you're not. I'm still holding on. I'm not the type of guy na aalis nalang at dika ipaglalaban.
R : But what if ang heart ko na ang ayaw na... I want you to think na maraming puedeng mangyari. People change at some point. So if its okay, i'll continue packing.
Jay just became a bit silent and left the room feeling disappointed. I did not feel a single sadness, I just felt a lil' bad for him, coz' he's really trying hard.
12:00 AM
GLAIZA'S POV
I'm all ready for my trip. Lahat ng gamit ko naka pack na. Isa nalang ang hindi. Siyempre yung heart ko na up until right now, longing pa rin sa kanya. So I looked at my phone. Opened my viber. And tempted to check our long funny conversations that we used to have. I had my viber stickers opened na accidentally, I've sent the I miss you message. I got shy. So I immediately closed it. She didn't reply. Another empty night without her.
12:15 AM
RHIAN'S POV
I didn't notice na nakatulog na pala ako. But I heard a quick beep on my phone.
I was very surprised....
G : I miss you (emoticon)
I'm unsure if this is for real or what but it gave me quite a little happiness inside. I wouldn't want to be confident na maybe she misses me for real. I'm really tempted to reply but decided not to do anything muna. Anyway, I guess i'm ready for my Euro Trip. But nobody knows online na it will be specifically on Milan, Italy.
I didn't bother to check any updates about her on that day.
MONDAY
5:00 AM
GLAIZA'S POV
It's going to be Me & my team who'll be with this Milan trip. We're now on our way travelling to NAIA Airport. Took my earpods out & listened to my playlist.
RHIAN'S POV
6:00 AM
I'm now inside the plane, J is just seated beside Me. I didn't bother to wear the ring he gave me. Well, I guess this is how I wanted it to be. It feels so good seated on a business class, I can now start to relax. Anyway, I still did not check my phone for any updates. We're not taking off pa naman so I've decided to watch the movie on a small tv right in front of me.
6:16 AM
GLAIZA :
I guess, naparami ata laman ng shoulder bag ko... so i've asked one of my friends to help me out. And one of my shoulder bags fell on the floor, good thing nasa business class kami, hindi masikip. Yun lang parang ang ingay ko ata'.
RHIAN :
The plane is finally taking off. J is watching the movie too while drinking a small cup of wine. Anyway, I heard a noise, then a familiar voice. Sounds like seated not that near but I think close to us for me to hear the noise... so I took a glimpsed at the back. Trying to find that familiar voice. Got curious right away.
And to my surprised. I saw G. She didn't noticed me coz' she's busy checking something on her shoulder bag. But I stared at her. It was the happiest day of my life, seeing her at this flight. So, I stayed somewhat like invisible in her eyes, coz' I don't really know what to do yet. I'm still thinking if we're on the same destination. gosh, I look like a stalker now. 😳
Europe Trip ✈️
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