11:00 AM
RHIAN'S POV
We arrived home. I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone. There, I saw jay.. He went right away to Me. Kissed Me quickly and embraced Me. Pero wala akong reaction. Yung reason ng happiness ko, hinahanap ko pero di ko na maramdaman. So we went inside. He tried talking to Me but I guess, wala talaga ako sa mood.
Are you ok boo? He asked.
Yeah. I am. I just need to rest. I need to be alone muna if its ok. I said in a low voice.
Alright. Sige, i'll talk to you later. He said.
Pero bago pa man siya makaalis, he asked me about something.
Wait. Then he checked my right hand. where's the ring? He asked.
Probably I forgot. boo, i'm tired. let's talk later. i'll check the ring at my room na rin. I said.
I can see the frustration on his face. As usual He just agreed, then left. Di na nag question pa.
I sat and lean on my bed. The letter is still in my hands. But i'm looking at my phone from time to time. All my social media accounts where open, viber & snapchat too. I can't get over this hurt. I wanted to talk to her kahit online.
bestie, I will let you take your rest. Please. don't bother her muna. Give her some space. Bianca said.
She kissed me at my cheek goodbye. She said she'll keep in touch anytime.
Now here I am, all alone. Gusto ko mapag isa, kaya heto mag isa nga talaga ako. Usually, sanay na sanay ako na nasa personal space ni G and she allows me to. That's where I got to know her. I wanted to be in touch with her palagi. And those laugh and jokes na we are throwing at each other, yun yung isa sa mga masarap na conversations namin. I can't accept this situation we're in. So here I am postin' some tweets. I've checked her snapchat na usually private para sa'min dalawa but now looks like an open book for everyone.
Parang love-hate relationship kaming dalawa ngayon. One day, it's an i love you followed by sweet nothings then just like right now, parang lets-not-talk-coz-were-not-that-close ang theme namin. I'm acting like I'm in the middle because of my unfinished commitment with someone while she's trying to be in the middle coz' of herself vs the people that surrounds her. Pareho lang siguro kami ng pinagdadaanan pero iba lang yung ways. I've read back the letter. And I took the hope I need on that letter. After understanding na she really loves Me, no matter what. Hold on, I said to myself.
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AFTER 3 DAYS......
RHIAN'S POV
I had finished my guestings & tapings. Hindi ko maabutan si G ng morning online, so I've decided to check on her at around night time. She's not talking to Me. Got some missed calls to her. She's really quiet. Pero I will still try.
12:00 AM
I was just checking stuff online when I finally saw her online at viber and active on twitter. Anyway, heto naman talaga yung usual time na online kaming dalawa dati at nag uusap. Pero ngayon, i'm all alone. So, I've sent her a viber message again.
Rhian :
pssssst... sige na talk to me na please.
(seen)
Rhian :
wala namang magbabantay ng viber mo
(seen)
