Rhian :
hay. what do you want me to do, please naman love!
(seen)

Rhian:
I heart you love. please lets talk this over
(seen)

Rhian :
is this what you really wanted? =(
(seen)

Na seen zoned lang talaga ako. I just don't get it bakit kailangan pang iwasan niya ako. I still did not gave up. Although there were tears falling down my eyes. It's kinda' sad, we have to be this way. Hindi ako mapakali. I tried calling her. But her phone is just ringing.

12:30 AM

GLAIZA'S POV

Hindi ko na alam kung gaano katagal magiging matatag ang puso ko sa sobrang sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. Gusto kong sagutin lahat ng calls at messages niya. Kahit hindi narin ako mapakali. Kung alam niya lang gustong gusto ko na siyang kausapin. May mga nagsasabi bakit ako nagiging ganito, dahil kailangan namin maging distant sa isa't isa. Iba yung gusto mo gawin ang isang bagay kesa dun sa kung ano ang pinapagawa sayo. These tears just keeps on falling from my eyes.
Until now, I'm still receiving messages from her.

FAST FORWARD >>>>>>

AFTER 1 WEEK

Rhian :
I missed you so much =(
(seen)

Rhian :
bakit mo ba ko pinapahirapan ng ganto?
(seen)

Rhian :
I can't focus with my life without you =(
(seen)

Rhian :
Please! LOVE! naiiyak na ko!
(seen)

Rhian :
You said sa letter that I should always know na you love me no matter what!
I'm holding on....
(seen)

Rhian :
That's it! I'll go there! wait for Me.
(seen)

12:15 AM

GLAIZA'S POV

Hindi niya lang alam nasasaktan ako sa ginagawa kong pag iwas. Hindi na nasundan pa yung last message niya. When after 45mins. I heard a car parking in front of our gate. Everybody is already sleeping. I saw her looking like drunk, standing in front of our gate.
She's in tears. Lumabas ako, as soon as I see her, dinala ko siya somewhere on the side, a little far from our gate.

G, please.....

Then she immediately kissed me on my lips. After a few sec, I stopped her kahit gusto ko pa siyang halikan.

Rhian. Please. Lets stop this. I said, while pinipigilan kong lumuha.

dammit! G. anong ginawa ko para iwasan mo ko ng ganto? Nakalimutan mo ba na hindi lang ikaw ang nasa sitwasyon na to? She asked.

Maraming tayong dapat i consider. Hindi lang mga feelings natin. Please understand me only this time. I said to her while my voice is trembling because my tears were starting to fall.

You should've thought about it in the first place! Bakit pinaabot mo pa sa ganito kung aayaw ka rin lang sa huli? she reasoned out.

I couldn't stop my tears from falling....

Hindi kita inexpect sa buhay ko. Wala akong plano mahalin ka, pero dumating ka. At nagulo ang buhay ko, pero ginusto ko. Ginusto ko yung mga nangyari sating dalawa. decisyon ko yon. kaya wag mong sabihin sakin' na aayaw lang din ako sa huli."

Pero bakit, di ba nag usap na tayo. di ba we will work it out? ano pa ba ang kulang? ano pa ba? ano pa bang proof ang gusto mo gawin ko para makita mo na mahal kita?... Para you'll stay?
she asked.

kung sabihin ko sa'yo na iwanan mo siya, magagawa mo ba? Mahal mo ko, pero alam ko hindi siya nagiging posible. i'm starting to feel na I'm either an option or your inspiration. Hindi mo ko masisisi kung at some point dumating tayo sa ganito. Dahil kahit anong iwas ko, at the end of the day, yan parin ang reality nating dalawa...."

Kung iiwan ko siya para sayo, sasama ka ba sakin? paninindigan ba natin to together? mahirap yung hinihingi mo. She said.

Tatanungin nalang ba natin yung sarili natin ng paulit ulit, what could've been or what should've been, na what if kung ganito ganon? Ba't di mo subukan. Bago kita sagutin. Ang dali magtanong, mahirap naman gawin ang sagot."

G, please. I can't lose you. I can do what you are asking. It's just please, don't leave Me. Let's work this out. Please G. she continued crying.

I'm sorry, Rhi. Akala ko magiging okay na tayo, hindi pa rin pala. Pag isipan mo ng mabuti. At kung tayo talaga, you'll find your way back to Me. No matter what...

G... No, please. G.

Unti unti akong tumalikod sa kanya, while she's trying to stop Me. Pero, I had to let go, and that's it. She was still crying. Napaiyak ako ng sobra sobra. At nilabas ko yung lungkot ko ng makarating ako sa room ko. I heard her car leaving. But her face, I can't forget how sad she looks.

If there's no pain in love, then you're not really loving. Ano bang love ang walang complications in real life? Maybe, if it is fate then everything will fall in the right place."

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