The Wrong Way Around [Phan]

Chapter 8

Phil's Pov
After I had finished crying, I thought maybe Dan wouldn't mind if I put my head on his lap.

So I did, and he seemed to enjoy it. I sure did. After a bit of this, it kind of started to get a bit awkward... but just like for everything else, Dan had a solution. And a pretty good one at that.

He kissed me. And it was the best thing that had ever happened to me. I felt like my heart was on fire.

But then, as soon as I started to really kiss him back, he pulled away. Why?
Was my kiss horrible? Had he changed his mind?

...Did he not love me?

No, of course he did! Why would he come out here and tell me he would date me, then just tell me it was a joke, or a lie? He knew that would hurt my feelings, and he had no reason.

... Except if he really didn't love me.

I think he realized I was confused and slightly upset, so he leaned down and gave me another light kiss. It obviously wasn't as good as the first one, and it only lasted for a moment, but it kind of sorted out my feelings.

I suppose he just didn't want to start off so quickly, but he needed to prove to me that he wasn't lying, that he did love me just as much as I thought he did. Or at least as much as he thought I thought he did, because obviously if I was able to doubt him so easily, I wasn't totally sure if he really loved me too.

I hoped I was wrong to doubt him.

We continued to sit there like that for a little while longer, but sadly we eventually had to get up for supper. None of us were really in the mood to cook, so we just ordered a pizza.

I don't think Dan really knew what to say after that, and I sure didn't, so we ate the pizza together in silence. At one point we both reached for the same slice, and our hands touched for a moment, but then Dan went to take a different slice.

After all the pizza was gone, Dan seemed a bit less awkward, thank goodness. He asked if I wanted to watch The Lion King (again) and I of course said yes.

By the time we had finished watching, it was 11:00pm, and Dan was getting ready to do his nightly internet surfing. I was getting a bit tired after every thing that had happened that day, so I decided to head off to bed.

Then Dan started to follow me.

"Um... Dan, I thought you were going to surf the Internet for a few hours before you went to bed?" I turned around to ask him.

"Well, I was going to," he replied, "but then I thought maybe you might like some company in your bed tonight?"

I don't think he realized what he had said, until he noticed my face went bright red.

"Ah! No, Phil, I didn't mean like that! I just thought maybe I could sleep in your room with you tonight, nothing... you know..."

I was very relieved that he cleared that up, but I was also a bit disappointed. I had kind of been wishing he did mean it like that...

We continued walking to my room, then I went in and closed the door behind him. He saw the mess that I had in there and just walked back out. All he said was, "my room tonight, I think. You coming?"

So I reluctantly followed him back out and into his room, and we had quite the enjoyable night of kissing and snuggling.

When I woke up the next morning, he wasn't next to me anymore, but the spot where he had been sleeping was still warm.

I closed my eyes and rolled over, and when I opened them a second later I jumped and fell off the bed.

There was Dan, staring creepily at my face, obviously waiting for me to wake up so he could scare me.

How nice of him.

When I had managed to finally get back up, Dan pushed me back down onto his bed and started to kiss me. Too soon, we were pulling apart, gasping for air.

Then we both sat up and just looked at each other, my blue eyes staring into his brown ones.

And we just smiled.

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Hello humans! (or any other species that might be reading this) I hope that you like my Phan Fiction so far, and I'd like to apologize for the shortness of my first few chapters. I made this one a bit longer, and I'll work on making them even longer than this!

Also, I'm sorry I didn't write anything special for Phil's birthday (which was yesterday).

May you one day meet Dan and get a hug! Bye!