One Direction Imagines

My Bedtime Story (Harry Styles)

Author's note: english is not my first language. it is kinda inspired by Frank Oceans Song - Bedtime Story. Oh and it’s in his P.O.V.




Harrys P.O.V

I sighed loudly as I rolled over to the other side of the bed. Her side. It still smelled like her, even though she was gone for two weeks now. The clock on the nightstand read 3:24. It’s been two weeks since I last slept. All I had were like little 30 minute naps. I used to love sleeping. Sleeping next to her, snuggling up against her and seeing her in my dreams. I Just couldn’t get enough of her and this perfect bed. But since she was gone, I couldn’t even get comfortable anymore. My eyelids weren’t heavy enough. I know it couldn’t be healthy, but what could I do? It’s all my fault, that she left.



- flashback-

‘’HARRY, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?’’ She screamed as she threw the magazine against me. I looked at the photos on the front. Photos of me and a blonde girl walking out the club, holding hands. ‘’Babe, I can explain, really.’’ ‘’I DON’T NEED YOU TO FUCKING EXPLAIN’’ she screamed, this time more angry. 
‘’(Y/N), please hear me out.’’ I begged her. ‘’Fine’’. ‘’So, I went to the club, you know, and then there was this girl, and…she was really drunk…and so was I…and she asked me if I could drive her home. So I did. I swear to you, that’s all that happened. I just wanted to be a gentleman. ‘’ I tried to explain, my voice low and my eyes focused on her. ‘’ A gentleman? Really Harry?’’,she started again raising her voice, ‘’You could have called her a cab or something, if you really wanted to be a fucking gentleman. But no, you had to drive her home, because that’s what gentleman do, right?’’ She said sarcastically. ‘’YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AT HOME AND STILL YOU GO AROUND AND GIVE STRANGERS FREE RIDES.’’ now she was furious. ‘’LOOK AT HER HARRY! AND DON’T TELL ME NOTHING ELSE HAPPENED THAN A FREE RIDE HOME. YOU COULD NEVER RESIST BLONDE SLUTS’’ She walked upstairs to our bedroom and I followed her, trying to convince her, ‘’(Y/N), I swear nothing happened!’’ ‘’Save it Harry’’. She replied silently as she closed the bedroom door and locked in front of my face. I waited on the other side, knocking and begging her to open the door and to let me in. After 10 minutes she opened the door and I smiled hopefully until I saw her red puffy eyes and a duffel bag in her hand. ‘’Where are you going, babe? Don’t leave me, please!’’ I said panicking and desperate. She just walked down the stairs and out of the door. I ran after her as she started her car. ‘’(Y/N), babe, please don’t go!’’ I said to her, holding back tears. ‘’Harry,’’ she sighed, ‘’just give me some time to think. ‘’ she said, as she drove away. I sent her 100 text messages and called her at least 200 times, but she didn’t answer any of them.


- end of flashback-



Another sleepless night. I wonder where she is right now, if she suffers the way I do. I know she’s back in her old apartment, she was about to sell it because she was moving in with me, but after me being an idiot again, I’m afraid it’s not going to happen. It’s not the first time, photos of me and others girls were released on those trash magazines and (Y/N) always believed me when I told her that nothing else happened, then talking. Which was the truth! She always told me that I should be more carefull because those stories would hurt her, even though she knew they weren’t true. 
I grabbed my phone, and dialed her number, not caring how late it was, because she wouldn’t answer anyway and her voicemail message made me extremely happy for a short time. After a few seconds, I heard someone on the line. 

‘’Harry’’ she said quiet. I sat up on the bed in shock.’’ (Y/N)?’’ I asked in disbelief, ‘’Is it really you?’’
‘’It is me, Harry.’’ she confirmed. ‘’Oh god, I..I..I’m so happy to hear your voice.’’ I replied. ‘’Harry, I,’’ she started but I cut her off. ‘’Babe, don’t talk just listen to me. It’s been two weeks since you left and I..I’m completely broken inside. I haven’t slept in two weeks; I have no inspiration to dream. Every time I lay my head down, I’m thinking of you and it breaks my heart that you’re not right next to me. I..I tried everything to fall asleep but there’re not enough sheep to count on the ceiling. And I’m so sorry for being an idiot and realized that it’s you. You are all I need. I need you babe, you’re my bedtime story. ‘’ I heard her crying over the phone. ‘’I love you, Harry.’’, she said sobbing, ‘’I’m on my way home.’’ A smile grew on my face, ‘’I love you, too (Y/N).’’ I replied and with that being said, she hung up. The thought of here being next to me made me extremely happy. Not even 10 minutes after we ended our phone call I heard her coming through the front door and walking up the stairs. I jumped off the bed and hugged her as tight as I could. ‘’Babe, you look awful’’, I told her as I noticed her puffy eyes with huge bags underneath and her pale face. She looked as awful as I did. ‘’I haven’t slept in two weeks either.’’ She replied giving me a quick peck on the lips. ‘’Seems like you’re my bedtime story’’ she replied smiling. We kissed passionately and let ourselves fall onto the bed. I snuggled up against her, enveloped her in my arms and gave her kisses on every place I could reach from this position. 
‘’ I love you, (Y/N), so much!’’ I said yawning. ‘’ And I love you, Harry!’’ she yawned back. And we both drifted off into a deep sleep. I haven’t slept that peacefully in two weeks, I even dreamed about her again. I always knew she was special; she’s my bedtime story, my favorite bedtime story.

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