I Know (Harry Styles)

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The front door slammed shut and I was woken up. Harry had left again without telling me where he was going. I couldn’t help but think he was cheating on me, but i knew Harry wouldn’t do that to a girl…let alone…me, his girlfriend. The last couple weeks he was acting different around me, he never wants to have sex, he doesn’t cuddle with me anymore, and we don’t do things normal couples would. He keeps his distance and acts like he doesn’t want to be around me.

I get up from my bed and walk downstairs to the kitchen hoping to still see Harry, but i already know he’s gone. I fix myself some breakfast and text him. 

"Where did you go babe? " 

No answer. 

"Harry please answer me."

No answer.

The day went on…no texts or calls from Harry. It got to be evening time and I heard his car pull up in the driveway. Tears started forming in my eyes knowing he was going to ignore me when he walked in. The door handle started jiggling and my heart started to beat faster.

" Hi, love " he said while kissing my cheek. " I’m tired i think I’m going to go to bed. " 

This is how it was, every single day. I always ask him where he was and he would tell me something different every time. Harry walked up the stairs and into our bedroom. I could hear a faint ringing of Harry’s phone. I heard him answer. I ran up the stairs and listened through the door. 

" I miss you already baby" I hear him say.

" You were great tonight, I haven’t fucked you like that in a long time babe" He said laughing. 

The tears were real now. They were pouring out of my eyes. I busted through the door and started screaming at him.

" HARRY HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU? YOU’RE SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD." I screamed as i grabbed the nearest bag i could find and started throwing clothes in it. Harry had hung up the phone and had a scared look on his face. He was staring at me.

" DON’T FUCKING LOOK AT ME HARRY." I screamed again. 

" ( Y/N ), stop please don’t do th—-" 

I interrupted him, " DON’T DO WHAT HARRY? DO YOU THINK I AM JUST GONNA SIT HERE A PRETEND I DIDN’T HEAR YOU TALKING TO HER? HARRY IF YOU DON’T WANT TO FUCKING BE WITH ME JUST TELL ME!" 

" I do want to be with you ( Y/N ) “He said in a whisper. Tears were now streaming down his face.

" Then why have you been cheating on me?" I said calming down a little bit.

" I honestly don’t know ( Y/N ). I love you and only you princess I swear." 

" Jesus Christ Harry, I fucking hate you so much. If you really loved me you wouldn’t have cheated. I hope you two have a nice life together." I said picking up my bag and walking down stairs. He followed me. 

" ( Y/N ) stop. Let me talk. " he pleaded. 

I stood there and gave him my attention.

" I don’t know why i did what i did okay? I never had any intention to hurt you. I care about you too much to let that happen. We met at the club one night and we became friends and stuff happened. I don’t love her ( Y/N ). I know i made a really bad decision but if you give me another chance i promise to love you like i have for the past 2 years. I cant imagine my life without you. You’ve taught me so much about life and about things that i never would have known if I didn’t have you. I need you babe. " He was now sobbing. And so was I .

" Harry, I love you and i will always love you. But i cant live like this, knowing you cheated on me. I need you just as much as you need me , but were gonna have to learn differently." I walked towards him and kissed his cheek and walked towards the door.

"(Y,N) please don’t do this" He said grabbing my hand. 

" You would understand if I was the one that cheated on you Harry." I said pulling my hand away. 

I walked out to my car and sat inside with my head against the steering wheel sobbing, letting my tears fall to the floor. I sat in the car for what must have been a long time because it now had become dark. I lifted my head up and see a black figure walking towards the passenger side of the car. The door opened and Harry made his way into my car and sat next to me. 

" Why are you still here love?" He said looking over at me.

I had put my head back on the steering wheel, staring at the floor. 

" (Y/N) look at me please." He whispered.

I lifted my head up and looked him straight in the eyes. He reached his hand to my face a tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

" Hey.. you " He said.

" Hi " I said slightly smiling.

There was something about him i couldn’t let go of. Something told me to stay with him and give him a second chance. 

" I know this is your decision but i just wanted to tell you I’m truly sorry and i will treat you so much better. You don’t deserve this. I understand if you still want to leave." he said looking at his feet.

" And what if i do leave?" I asked

" Then i wouldn’t know how to handle my self. I would be absolutely miserable the rest of my life. I need you" Tears were coming down his face once again. 

I grabbed his face and wiped the tears away with my thumb. 

" Kiss me " I said.

He leaned in and gave me the most passionate and soft loving kiss i have ever felt. He pulled away after a few seconds.

" (Y/N) i really am sorry." 

" I know " I whispered leaning in and kissing him once again. 

- anonymous

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