Paparazzi - Camren

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Camila's P.O.V

I woke up and felt like complete and utter shit. Maybe drinking vodka isn't the best idea. I stretched my arms and I expected to hit someone bit nope, Lauren must have went home when I fell asleep. Why did I think she would stay with me? She thought the kiss was a mistake. She wanted to leave but I begged her to stay. She probably thinks I'm useless. She's most likely cuddle up to Zayn while he's stroking her hair and arm. She used to love when I would do that to her. She would always relax in my arms and hum gently. I miss what we use to had. I'd do anything to get her back.

"Hey" Wait. She stayed.
"I made you breakfast." She says playing a tray of food down next to me. She actually stayed until I woke up.

"You stayed." I say and you could tell I was shocked.

"I wouldn't just leave you Camz." She says.
"So your drinking again." She says.

"It was just one." I lie.

"Just one drink don't make you the way that you were last night."

"Why do you even care?" I say raising my voice at her.

"I don't know but maybe I shouldn't. I've tried to help you,but you're pretty much drinking yourself away."

"I'm sorry." I say because I know that she is right.

"Just promise to stop."

"I promise." I say.
"I thought you might have went to meet Zayn."

"He's on his way to London."

"Why?" I asked.

"He's gone to see his family."

"Why didn't you see him goodbye?" I say.

"I wouldn't to make sure you were ok. Like I said before, I'll always be here for you. I called Zayn before he got on his plane and told him. He was cool about it."

And this is exactly why I still love her. I didn't know I was staring at her until she cleared her throat. I awkwardly looked away feeling embarrassed by being caught.

"Do you remember what happened last night?" She asked. Of course I fucking do!

"Yep." I simply say.

"I shouldn't have let it get as far as it did. I should've stopped you when it first happened." Way to make a girl happy.

"Your right. Your with Zayn. I should respect your relationship." I don't want to respect it. I want Lauren.

"You were drunk I-"

"But I knew what I was doing. I don't regret it. I'm glad I did it to be honest." She's looking at me with an unreadable expression.

"Stop." She simply says.

"Stop what? Being honest."

"You know we can't be together so why are you doing this." She says.

"Because somewhere deep down I know that there is still a chance for us. Don't tell me that you don't still feel the way that we used to because I see it in your eyes. You still look at me the way you used to." I was pouring my heart out and I knew she would reject me.

"I'm going to go." She says.

"Can you just tell me that it's over. Tell me that we will never get back together. Tell me that I should move on. If you tell me, I promise I'll leave you alone."

"What if I don't want you to?" She whispers.

"Then break up with Zayn and we can try again."

"I can't." She says and I look in her eyes and I can see the tears threatening to come out.

"So tell me."

"We're over Camz. Move on. Find somebody that will treat you like the Princess that you are, but always remember that I love you."

That's all she said before she left my house. It's time to move on from Lauren.

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