A Devil For Me (Andy Biersack and Kellin Quinn)

1. Stay, For Tonight

"You ready baby?" Kellin smiled, as we packed our last suitcase into the tour bus. "I guess there's no turning back now," I joked. He helped me in the bus and the doors closed behind us. "Bye bye house," I whispered as I waved goodbye to my home for the next few months. I was going on Warped Tour, with my boyfriend's band Sleeping With Sirens. I loved all the guys, and their music was orgasmic, but this was a long time to be away, and I knew Kellin would be busy. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt familiar arms snake around my waist and a kiss on my cheek. I turned to see my boyfriends concerned eyes, that's when I realised I was frowning. I smiled a reassuring smile at Kellin and pecked him on the lips. God I love him. He will be here for me throughout the tour, I tell myself. Everything will be okay.

We arrived at the first venue after a two day drive, a day before the big warped premier. Buses were coming in throughout the whole day. All the bands were out and about, having been cramped up in a bus for whoever knows how long. There was music and lots of drinks everywhere you turned. A party in every corner. I had left the bus to call my mom and tell her we had arrived safely, and to check up on her. She was a single mom, and my brother is 25 so he doesn't live with her. I felt terrible leaving her, but eventually I will move out for good, and I figured this would be a good warm up for that time.

No one was visible on the bus when I came back. I finally found Jesse in the back and asked where Kellin was but all I got was a simple shrug. I decided to venture out on my own, looking like a lost puppy among these punk rockers. I'm very small, 5'3, I have long blonde hair and apparently I have huge eyes, which are green. I searched for Kellin for a while, occasionally getting hit on by drunk band members. I looked around awkwardly and bit my lip, how am I alone right now? And it's only the first day.. I had texted Kellin a few times with no success. I knew this was how it was gonna be. I let myself slip into a bad place of thoughts, negativity upon negativity. I walked over to a curb at the back of the parking lot so I didn't have to keep being seen wandering like a loner. It was starting to get dark, and I tried one. last time with a phone call to Kellin. And as it went to voicemail I layed down to accept the new situation in my relationship which will last the next 2 months. Great.

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So I'm on chapter 15 as I'm writing this, but I went back to re read the beginning few chapters and THEY SUCK! This is my first fanfic, and the start was definately not great. I promise you the story and my writing gets much better. I can't believe how bad this is omg ahha sorry your eyes had to see this. Anyways since your probably thinking ew this is terrible nevermind, give it a chance! Pwetty pwease just for me:* if you don't thats okay too, thanks for reading up to here and have a nice life.