My Teacher (Norman Reedus )(On Hold

Chapter 29

*Norman's POV*

I'm running around like a chicken with its head cut off. I had to make this night perfect. She needs to know that baby isn't mine and I love her and only her. I was finishing up the chicken that I was making when there was a knock on the door. I looked down at my clothes and realized I'm wearing black jeans and a white t-shirt. I hope she isn't wearing anything fancy.

I jogged over to the door and took a deep breath before opening it up. Kayla wasn't wearing anything fancy it was just a dark grey v-neck T-Shirt and shorts.

"You look beautiful." I smiled and winked at her.

"Thanks. You look good too." She looked me up and down and smiled. I chuckled and moved aside so she could come into the house.

"So what are we doing tonight?" She spun around to look at me after taking a few steps into the house. I closed the door and walked over to her a little bit.

"We're going to eat some steak," I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her waist and smiled down to her, "then we're going to cuddle up in the couch over there," I pointed over to my couch, "we're going to talk and laugh and have a great night."

She wrapped her arms around me neck and smiled up at me. "I like that plan."

I have her a kiss on the forehead then whispered in her ear, "Maybe after I can show you just how much I love you." I pulled away from her and her face was the reddest I've ever seen. I started to laugh at her expression.

She pushed me chest, "Stop!" She whined.

"Aw someone embarrassed?" I stuck my bottom lip out and fake pouted.

"No... You just surprised me." She awkwardly said.

"Yes you are. Anyway let's go eat." I clapped my hands and rubbed them together. "Faster we eat the fast I can show how much I love you." I winked playfully.

She mumbled, "Shut up." As she walked by me to go into the kitchen. "Let's eat some steak!"

We grabbed plates and food and sat down at my dinning room table. We ate, talked and joked about everything. She starting laughing about me telling her about when my and Andy first met. Her smile and laugh was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen and heard. I got caught up at just staring at her beauty I didn't notice I started leaning into to kiss her. It wasn't a long kiss but I just needed to kiss her sweet lips.

I leaned back into my seat and started to eat again without looking at her until I heard her voice. "W-what was that for?"

"You just looked so beautiful when you were laughing and I couldn't help but want to kiss you so I did..." I started to second guess what I did because she didn't seem too pleased by me doing it. "I won't ever do it again. I'm sorry." I sighed and looked back down at my food. I went from a wonderful night to a horrible night because I thought I was being sweet but I-

"No I was just shocked for a second. It was sweet." I looked up and she was blushing and looking at her food. I chuckled and she looked at me. "What?"

"You're- I just love you so much."

"I love you too. Come on I'm done. Want to go watch a movie?"

"Sure. Here go head in there and pick something. I'll clean up." She nodded and walked into the living room. I grabbed the plates and glasses and cleaned them off and put them in the dish washer. I walked into the living room and she had already had some movie playing.

I sat next to her and pulled her into my side so she could lay her head on my shoulder. We watched half the movie and then a felt Kayla staring at me.

"Take a picture it'll last longer." I chuckled and looked at her. She rolled her eyes and smiles at me. Then she leaned up and gave a a quick kiss and she turned her head back to watch the movie. "Hey..." I got her attention back on me. "One little kiss is all I get?" I pouted.

"Oh shut up." She rolled her eyes and leaned back up and gave me a kiss. I deepened the kiss. The position we were in was uncomfortable for me.

I grabbed her hips and lifted her up and sat her on my lap so she was straddling my waist.

*Kayla's POV*

We were kissing and then he lifted me up and sat me on his lap. I felt his tent in his pants. I couldn't help but tease a little bit.

I grind down I'm to him. He let out a little grunt and then said "Don't do that..." I moved my lips down to his neck, "We need to stop before this goes farther."

I pulled away and frowned my eyebrows "Why?"

"Because Kayla... I want you to remember everything we had before we do this. I need you to remember how much you love before this goes any farther." He put his hand on the side of my face. "Also you don't know how much I love you. I can't do this unless you know all my feeling for you. This has to be us making love not just having sex." He gave me a soft smile and a peck on the lips.

"You're right..." I sighed and sat back down next to him. "These memories better come back fast."

"Yeah they better so you try and get them back and I'm going to go to the restroom." He playfully glared at me.

"Sorry." I tried to not laugh but I couldn't help but bust out laughing as he started to walk to the bathroom.

I stopped laughing and started to think about how I could these memories back. I don't know how to get them back but I really need them back because I feel like if I never do Norman will never love this version of me like he did the old me. I know I'm the same me but I don't feel like I should be about to graduate college. I feel like a broken teenager. All the things I went through in my senior year are fresh wounds and I don't know how Norman will like that.

I laid down on the couch and my eyes started to grow heavy.

*Norman's POV*

After getting myself situated I walked back out into the living room and found Kayla asleep on the couch. I walked over to pick her up but stopped she looked so beautiful. I wiped a strained of hair out of her face and when I did I saw a few tear marks that were on her face. I wonder what she was upset about... I hope it wasn't me telling her I didn't want to have sex with her now. God... What have I done?

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A/N: It felt so good to write again... I'm sooo sorry it took so long!!! I hope I made up for it. I don't really like this chapter but I hope you guys do. I have writes block soooo bad right now... I knew where I wanted to take this story but I don't know anymore. I'll try to write again soon but I don't know when my next update will be. I start my senior year of high school on Tuesday and I'm sooo nervous!!! I don't feel like I should be graduating this year! I'm only 16... I don't want to graduate! Ok enough of me lol sorry.