Secrets 3

Chapter 19

Allison's POV

I've been feeling weird about things lately. Especially since I looked up the signs of pregnancy. I feel like it is possible. I mean Louis and I haven't exactly been preventing things like we should. Probably since I would rather feel him than a condom and I know he feels the same way. I have been taking my birth control like I'm supposed to. I know it can fail though. I know I really should talk to him about all this. I just don't know how he'll react. We both agreed to wait before we try to have kids. I don't want to ruin things for us. I mean if something like this could ruin us, should we really be together? I love him and I need him. I just don't know what to do about this. I know I need to figure it out. We need to know if I'm pregnant or not. This is something that I can't exactly hide. I wouldn't want to hide it from him though. He would defiantly be the father. I've never been with anyone else.

I got woke up by Louis' alarm going off. I closed my eyes before moving closer to him. I don't want him to get up yet. I just want to spend the day with him even though we've spent basically the past two days together. It's that it hasn't been a whole day with just us staying in bed and not having anything else to do.

I felt him move under me and turn off the alarm before wrapping his arms back around me. I can't help but smile. I love being in them. I left a soft kiss on his chest as I cuddled closer to him. I felt him start lightly running his finger tips up and down my side as he kissed my head. It's nice laying with him like this. Hopefully he'll want to be like this later. I hope so.

After a few minutes I finally looked up at him. I noticed start to smile, "Good morning, love."

I can't help but smile, "Good morning."

He lightly pecked my lips, "I don't want to go to work today."

"Well I can't make that choice for you, babe. You could always call in."

I know I don't want him to miss too much work but that's not my choice. It's his. I would really like him to be here when I take a home pregnancy test. I'm just not sure how I'm going to tell him about that. I just hope he takes it well.

He looked at me a little surprised. I'm sure he's used to me making him go to work. This all really isn't my choice. It's his and it's not like he's working at this school anymore after this school year. He already has a job set up by our new house. I'm happy he does. I can't wait till we live there all the time instead of just on the weekends. I'm sure he can't wait for that either. We've just had so much go on here. I really want away from it. More than just a couple days a week. We do have a long weekend this coming up weekend. I'm defiantly going to enjoy the extra few days with him. Even though we have to spend a day of it at my father's wedding.

He lightly pecked my lips, "I'm going to call in, love."

I laid my head back on his chest as he grabbed his phone. He talked on the phone but it wasn't for very long. I didn't think it would be. When he was done I felt him kiss the top of my head as he tightened his arms back around me.

I know need to bring this up. I know I should bring it up soon since I throw up at the same time every morning. Well some days it multiple times. I don't want to worry him when it happens. He's going to think I'm sick. I mean I feel fine after usually. Usually I want something to eat after.

I moved so that I was looking at him. He didn't say anything. He lent down lightly pressing his lips against mine. They stayed like that as they moved in sync. I felt him cup my cheek in his hand, holding me to him. I know he doesn't want me pulling away anytime soon. Honestly I really don't want to.

We stayed like that for a little bit before he moved so that he was hovering over me. He pulled away, keeping our heads touching as he mumbled, "I need you, babe."