Dev-Divine Intervention

Part 14:

   During this time despite all the awful things Devin has done I loved him enough to continue to try to fight for him.  Nate, for whatever reason wanted to push Devin and I together as well.  It was a fucked up dynamic or triangle being that if Devin wanted Nate in his life he would have to accept that Nate wanted him with me. When Nate would be frustrated that Devin wouldn't appreciate me he would proceed to put me in situations where he would try to save me from Devin.  Saying Devin doesn't deserve the love you have to offer and if you loved me like that I would make you so happy. 
    I remember having a deep intense contact with Devin in my kitchen of my apartment where I was looking into his eyes.    I don't know what he was thinking in the moment but for me it was powerful.  
  When news broke of my stabbing and it got to my controlling landlord I was greeted with yet another familiar letter. My eviction notice explained that due to my friends and my stabbing that he felt himself and the other residents were in danger.  In this moment realizing that the universe will give me everything as long as I stay away from Devin.  My soul hanging on to hope of saving him from himself and for him to see me and the sacrifices I've made for him.
  Virginia, would know about the stabbing and immediately advocate for me to help her put Devin away.  But at the time I was holding onto hope even if I didn't realize it was false hope.  Reminding myself of the last time I spoke to her and walking out of the apartment when she had cement her alignment with Devin and having to also leave Missy 🐈‍⬛ behind.
  In this moment I would have to explain to Devin yet how my sacrifices for him has cost me.   Leading to me having no choice but to move what I could from my apartment into his apartment.   The very apartment he wasn't paying for but due to Virginia's unfortunate circumstances she was unable to evict him. 
  It was In this transition that my personal life was effecting my work life.  Christine and myself finding that our lives aligned simultaneously as she was also in the same type of situation.  Putting her in tough situations when it came to being my boss over being my best friend to which I completely understood.  
  Playing devils advocate I would ultimately do what Devin wanted to make him happy. Which meant giving away my money seeing that technically now I guess I owed Devin for his not so generous hospitality.  Devin would kiss me and acknowledge my loyalty and how much I deserved to be there.  Finally understanding that each time I would run to him.  I never failed to wear my hear on my sleeve when it came to him.  I did it the time i found out his brother Cory died.
  I remember it as if it was yesterday looking at my phone receiving a message from someone from Devin's past.  Kota would ask if Devin was okay? He doesn't handle loss well. knowing Devin and my undeniable third sense I respond.  " was it Cory?"  She responds yes.  To which I immediately run to Devin because I needed to make sure he was okay. 
  It was through this he would see my loyalty and get angry when anyone but him was taking advantage of me.   So, when Nate screwed him out of crystal meth one night through the money I gave him to get it for them.   Devin had enough and would ignore Nate and his harassment.   I would spend more money into order to make him happy with Devin deciding to turn on Nate and in this moment it felt like Devin was coming to his senses.   As result to allowing Nate to suffer the consequences of his own actions for yet again with every chance he could to screw over Devin whether it be running to me and confessing my love or just flat out screwing him over.   Somehow Devin was unable to see that what he put me through was what Nate is putting him through with everything he hated about me he was becoming.  
   Holding him in my arms as we slept and it felt amazing.   He would rub the back of my head and make movements in his sleep and as a lot of couples do as I would start to love on him.  Observing the smile on his face as I would kiss him up and down his body.  Knowing my limits due to his sexual trauma I would only engage in oral as I would looked up at his beautiful face smiling.   Moving him around in bed as I'm getting into the ecstasy of what's going on.  After finishing and holding him in my arms and the overwhelming feeling that finally I'm on the right track for saving the love of my life.

KNOCK! KNOCK!KNOCK! I open the door.   It was the police whom decided to show up on its rare occasion to ask if Nate brought stolen property in the apartment.  They had him in custody and Nate was in jail.