Dev-Divine Intervention

Part 10:

  Once I left it was just Elsa 🐈 and myself in my 2011 Honda fit with no where to go nor money because it was used to not pay rent.   Finding myself stuck I ended up sleeping on the floor of the hotel room that my brother was staying at.   Unable to take Elsa out of her crate at the hotel I was having to succumb to the hard decision to surrender Elsa to the humane society.   Learning quickly I couldn't do that because for whatever reason they have a waiting list for surrendered pets.   I didn't have that kinda time because I needed to provide a place to stay to ensure that she was being taken care of since I failed to do the job and couldn't even take care of myself.  The human society was able to provide me food and supplies that I was grateful for but I was still left with a heartbreaking task.  Calling everywhere lead me to a rescue but there was a catch to how they would have to retrieve my Elsa.  I would have to drop her off at a location and let them retrieve her.    I sit in my car with her tears in my running down my face.  It was one of the hardest things I had to do was say goodbye to her.   I took her back to our old home that was familiar place to her and I let her go.   Not only did I lose Luke,  Devin, and now Elsa.  
    Next came my evil side fueled by the pain of everything I lost because then I would also lose my job at turkey hill.  So, I would proceed to hang up fliers throughout the community of Devin holding a meth pipe.  I lost everything at the expense of Devin and he didn't deserve to be happy in my opinion.  Crying myself to sleep on the floor of my brother's hotel room.  
Devin's retaliation came in a form of a no trespassing order from his work.   How dare they ban me from his work while he smokes meth in the back room and stealing merchandise.   I'll blame the sloth looking manager name Susan and if you look at the google reviews the customers hate her.  It's amazing how companies choose people for management because those who deserve the title are taken advantage of while people like this bitch who are bad at their job have the title.  
  I was able to leave my brother's hotel room and get a hotel room of my own through con'ing my ex husband.  He took my youth so it seemed fair? I'll take responsibility because it was wrong. I was unpleasantly surprised that they would put me back in the same hotel room I shared with Devin.  For the month of April my life was living in a hotel room and feeling empty inside and haunted by memories .  Making every effort to escape the pain I was feeling.
  Walking across the street to dollar general in order to purchase food, drinks, and of course sleeping aid.   Walking up the register with my items I would meet the person who would ring me out.  Christine behind the counter scanning my items as I would smile and jokingly ask if working for dollar general was still equally as painful as it was when I was employed by them.  She would say in the peppy way "apply to work here because I'm looking for an assistant because I hate mine."  I was like yea right.  I didn't end on good terms explaining operating a store alone on a Saturday with no help. There was no way of getting away from the register and I held myself from going to the restroom for hours. The lovely manager showed up late and it put the icing on the cake and at $9 hour at the time. I decided like shark tank. I'm out.
  However, I did apply and miracles happened after explaining my story to the district manager.  He overturned my "do not hire" and I was offered the position as assistant manager of dollar general across the street!  I went to Facebook to write a corny Facebook post due to the  timing of my first day being May 1st.  "April showers bring May flowers." It was exactly what I was looking for as a crawled out the pits of depression and self pity.  Oh was it magical.