♡𝟷𝟺♡

179 19 12
                                    

Guilt

Oops! Ang larawang ito ay hindi sumusunod sa aming mga alituntunin sa nilalaman. Upang magpatuloy sa pag-publish, subukan itong alisin o mag-upload ng bago.

Guilt. I felt very guilty. I should have told Lukes that me and Andrew were dating. I should have not hidden it from him. I hated that he couldn't understand us. It's all my fault. I knew falling for Andrew was wrong but I did. I can't stop my feelings. Everything hurts.

Lukes hasn't been back since yesterday after he left. I just hope he's okay. I love my brother I don't want anything to happen too him. I wish he understood us and listened.

Andrew had left just after Lukes. He said he needed some time alone, but he came back at night and comforted me. I really needed to talk to Lukes. He's my twin brother. My other half. I cannot live without him.

My chest tightened and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I had been crying for the best hour. I simply can't sit around not knowing where my brother is. My body trembled as I gasped for air. I never felt this before. I have no idea whats happening.

Dizziness washed over me as I cough. Nausea filled me and I felt like I had to throw up. I couldn't see and my head was hurting so bad. I tried my best to breathe but I simply couldn't.

I hear a voice come to me and embrace me.

"Adriana, princess it's me. Take a deep breathe." Andrew. It was Andrew.

"I can-n't" I blurt out trying my best to breathe. I felt like I was going to pass out.

"You can baby, please take deep breathes in and out" he instructed and I tried my best to follow him.

Soon after I calmed down and hugged him. I really needed him to be with me right now.

"Your okay baby. Everything fine calm down" he whispered as he rubbed my back trying to calm me down. I looked up at him and he used his thumb to wipe off my tears that have been falling.

"Andrew where's Lukes" I manage to breathe out. I need to know where he is.

"Baby we will worry about him later I need you to calm down" he spoke. I did what he said and calmed down.

Just as I calmed down I heard a soft knock on the door. I quickly got up and ran towards the door. I opened it to see it was Lukes. I quickly embraced him and hugged him so tight. His arms went around my shoulders as he hugged me back.

"I am sorry fucking sorry Adriana." he breathed out. It sounded like he ran here. I cried in his arms as he brought us in and closed door.

"Are you okay?" he asked and before I could reply Andrew did.

"No she's fucking not. She just had a panic attack because of you" Andrew replied with anger in his voice.

"I-what. I am so sorry Adriana don't cry because of me" he replied sounding guilty. It took me a couple of minutes to calm down and once I did I asked him to talk.

"Where the fuck did you go. Lukes I was worried sick." I reply looking at him. 

"I went to a friends house. I am so fucking sorry Adriana. I don't know what I was think" he says looking down. 

𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄Tahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon