Deep in my veins
It courses
Flows
Radiates
Spreads
A feeling unlike any other
A feeling I despise
But it always occurs
It pains me
Tortures me
Causes me to spiral
Overthink
It's hard to get over
Hard to ignore
It happens so often anymore
With every little event
Every little social interaction
Anyone I even remotely care about
It's there
Always there
This feeling
This misery
This jealousy
That's what it is
Jealousy
So much jealousy
It runs deep within me
I can't sleep
Can't stop thinking
Can't stop being angry
Sad
Confused
Lost
I just want attention
To be loved
To be wanted
To feel appreciated
To not feel jealous of others
So much goddamn jealousy
So unnecessary
So uncalled for
So painful
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Stale Words
Poetry𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎 𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 is an ongoing book and collection of poems and sonnets made by me, inspired by my thoughts, dreams, and personal experiences. As someone who lives with depression and anxiety, a lot of my thoughts are bound to not be very pleas...
