𝓢𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 ༻꧂ (English version)

Chapter 12

Jisung View:

If the person hadn't knocked.. Then we would have kissed? Would we have done that? We would have kissed, but why? Why would I have allowed him to kiss me? Why? Because I really wanted a kiss? No, I could kiss someone else, my head thought, but I don't want to kiss anyone else except Minho or Felix.

Yes Felix, felix had always told me that we always kissed anyway, because we are best friends my ex-boyfriend and hyunjin had probably accepted it at some point.

But I didn't want to kiss Felix, my heart was screaming for Minho, my body was screaming for Minho, my heart wanted Minho, as if my heart just wanted to choose Minho, as if it loved him.

But why? I don't love Minho at all.
so what's the point? I don't love Minho.

I'm sure of it.

I don't love Minho.

So why would I want to kiss him?
I shouldn't, maybe he had a friend himself, which I didn't believe because he would have told me, I'm sure, and he had never talked about a friend or anything.

So I'm sure he's single.
Would we really have kissed if no one had interfered? Why am I so mad at the person who knocked? Why, why did I want to kiss him in the first place?

Did I just want to kiss him to show that I like him as a friend? Was that also a friendship thing? I don't understand this, why are my feelings an absolute mess right now, but why are they? I don't love him or anything.

I was definitely thinking too much right now, maybe I should distract myself but I would immediately think about it again when the distraction is over.

But why did Minho want to kiss me?
Why did he want to kiss me?
Did he want to show it in such a friendly way?
Or does he love me?
No, Nimand would love a person like me.

Not because of my personality, but what is it about?

Me
Lix? 

Felix~😩💕✨
Yes?

Me
Could we talk later?
Do you have time?

Felix~😩💕✨
Sure for you, what time?
Should I bring cheesecake?

Me
Would you do that?
You're so sweet, 4pm?
And thank you.

Felix~😩💕✨
For you always jisungie
Okay we do, without hyunjin right?
And of course

Me
Yes, without hyunjin please...

Felix~😩💕✨
Kay Kay
See you later then Sungie,
love you <3

Me
Love you to <3

I put my phone away, then looked slightly at Minho and smiled lightly at him.

"Felix will be later"

"Okay, what time? I'll have to go back around 5 p.m. anyway."

"Yes, he's coming at 4 p.m."

"Then I'll leave at 4 p.m. so you can spend time with him"

"Thank you Minho"

"Of course"

"Did I disturb?"

I finally looked at the person who had disturbed us, disturbed..? What did I think again, I shake my head disappointed in myself.

"Is that a yes?"

"No, no, you didn't bother, I was just a bit in thoughts."

"Oh okay, I'll just get some stuff and then I'll go okay again?"

"It's all good jungwon, after all you "live" here in that room, I'm certainly not going to kick you out."

"No, it's all good, Niki is waiting for me outside"

"Okay"

Minho looked at me a little worried, which to be honest makes me wonder a little, why should he worry?

"Everything okay jisung? What do you have in your head, do you want to talk about it?"

"All good Minho.. No, I don't want to talk about it, I'm sorry."

"You want to talk to Felix about it, don't you?"
Minho say slightly sad to me.

And immediately a guilty conscience came out of me.

"Yes.. It hurts me lei-"

"It's okay, if you'd rather talk to Felix, that's okay, even before you lost your memory, you mostly only talked to Felix."

Minho smiled at me tensely, a small tear glistening from his eyes.

And immediately I got even more guilty conscience.

"I'm sorry. I'll talk to you about it soon."

"It's okay, jisung."

I was just about to say something when suddenly there was a knock on the door.

"That'll probably be Felix, I'll go then"

"M-Minho?"

The door opened, and Felix entered.

"Hay jisu-"

Minho walked past him, he smiled at me again tensely, until he let out a soft

"Bye"

of itself.

"B-bye.."

"What's going on again?"

"I'll explain... Sit down.."

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