𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶? neteyamxaonung

Questioning Episode.

|🌟|Neteyam POV:

- As soon as I felt the light of the sun on my closed eyes, I woke up, I think It was the first time in a while I could finally sleep without having a problem on my mind or overthinking something,

The biggest surprise was that it was already one or two hours after breakfast, which had never happened before-

" Morning, bro " Lo'ak greeted me as soon as I opened the door of my room and went over to the table, " Morning- I think I overslept I have to get ready fast to go drop Tuk," I said as I sat down, and took an apple from the small basket we had on the table full of random fruits,

" Kiri just left with her, she'll be back in a few minutes, " Lo'ak explained to me, " Oh, ok then- "

" And we let you sleep past breakfast, I think Kiri left ur plate on the kitchen table there," he said as he pointed to the plate,

My eyes almost winding, " Oh wow- um Thanks I guess " I said as Lo'ak nodded back, I was pretty surprised, they did what I had for today, not to add the fact that they let me sleep over the breakfast time,

" I'm guessing Mom and Dad didn't come yet," I said, Lo'ak looked up at me, "Yeah- I don't know why "

" They have to deal with the fish thing that killed Tulkuns, " I said again, as the door opened with Kiri coming in, " Oh- Morning  Neteyam," Kiri said, " Morning, did you drop Tuk? " I asked as she nodded, " Sure did, I'm glad you like the breakfast I made " She smiled at me,

As I was eating, " Yeah, you made the eggs good for my surprise" I joked as she rolled her eyes a bit, " Actually I wanted to come and tell you two that I can't come home for lunch " she said I raised an eyebrow,

" Why not? " She sat down at the table, " Rotxo asked me on a date today, I met him on my way back," She said smiling,

" That's alright then," I said as Lo'ak frowned a bit, " Another one? You also had one yesterday " He added, " You did? " as small guilt visited me

I was gone for some time yesterday...

" yeah- I did, he wanted to hang out and let each other have more alone time, it's not that bad Lo'ak," she said,

" Well, I never said it is, but you guys maybe need some time away from each other " Lo'ak added, " I don't think I want one yet, " Kiri said as Lo'al threw some food at her, she stuck her tongue out at him, I chuckled, 

" let Kiri go to her date Lo',ak, after all, what if she's going to be so annoying to you when you get a date, " I said as Lo'ak turned to me, " Me? DatI? hell watching er watching these two kiss and vomit every time "He added a random slice of orange smash into his cheek,

" The the will do the same when you're going to kiss with some tree, cuz no girl would probably want to kiss your huge ass ego asshole that you are " Kiri teased Lo'ak as he threw the orange slice at her again,

" Fuck you! " he hissed more as a joke not because he was mad,

" You two are one of a hell, " I complained.

" And you sure love this hell " Kiri added as she got up from the table, " Maybe I do " I added back,

" What are we going to do Lo'ak when our big baby brother is getting a girl then " Kiri joked to Lo'ak with a weird tone, I felt my skin icky for some reason.

" I don't know, I would probably vomit twice than I would if I saw you and Rotxo " He added as Kiri frowned at him again,

I felt a sudden heat in my chest like I had just drank a very very hot tea, They didn't know I was already seeing someone- and that someone wasn't even a girl-

I never thought about that sort of thing, about what I like or what I don't in that kind of way, i simply never cared too much, but now since Aonung came into view, and he's very obviously a guy, I don't know what to believe,

Am I straight? or well- something else?

- My dad told me everything about being open and proud with you're sexuality and taught us about these kinds of terms from where he came from, he told us how harsh people were and how hard it was for these people to fit in and to fight for their rights back on his planet,

How these people, teens and even kids were kicked out of their families and even disowned because they loved something else than the 'normal' I remember being terrified of those stories always when he told me about them, And I don't think here on Pandora is less hard or easy, There are mean people here just like there are on Earth. 

Even tho he said back when we were kids that he wouldn't be like those people and love us and accept us even if we end liking the opposite gender or changing our gender because as he used to tell us it was ' Our life to choose how to be happy ' and no one should stop us from doing that,

Yet my mom wasn't as happy as Dad was, she didn't stop Dad from telling us this stuff but she wasn't happy he did either, she used to say we were going to get ideas and become like those people which to me is something extremely wrong to say.

Our dad only made us feel accepted even when times as teens would come and maybe some of us wouldn't feel as good as we are and maybe need a change, he wanted to let us know we could come to him if that ever happened,

And that is a very big reason why sometimes I preferred talking with my dad than with my mom when I had any problem.

" Neteyam? " I heard Kiri in the end i looked up from my plate, " Hm? "

" You zoomed out are you feeling ok? " She asked, I nodded, " Yeah- I'll take a walk "

I said as I finally got up and went to the cabin door ready to open it, " A walk? Or going somewhere which would take much more time than a simple walk. " I heard Lo'ak's voice.

I sighed to myself before I could push the door and went on my way.

" Somewhere. " I responded boldly.