𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶? neteyamxaonung

Changes happen

|🌀|Aonung POV:

" So what do you think? how could I even start the conversation- I think she might go away the second she is gonna see me " Rotxo said extremely worried as we walked on the beach along the sea, 

" I don't think she will, I don't know her very well, but she likes you, and someone who truly likes you like that won't just run away" I explained to him, I felt bad seeing him so anxious and insecure about the whole thing, I should've been there for him when he needed me.

" You think so..? " he asked me, " Hell yeah if she truly liked you man, she would be proud of having you," I said again, as for a second I felt a big empty hole in my throat as we walked, 

She would be proud of having you...? 

" You're right dude, if she truly likes me, it wouldn't be a problem if we let others see us together, right? " 

I looked back at him, and I felt my throat hole getting even bigger, I almost forgot about the thing as a few hours passed since me and I went to hang out, but now, why isn't for them a problem to be seen in public, but it is for-us.

" Yeah " I responded, trying to shake my thoughts off him, I needed to have full attention on my best friend, I neglected him enough.

"I think we can do the plan now if you feel ready," I said his face lit up, " Yeah! We should...! " he said, I smiled a bit at him, " You look too in love Rot, I didn't think I could ever see you like this "I teased him a bit, he rolled his eyes, " Sometimes, changes happen," he said, 

" Yeah, I guess so, you should go home, get ready for you're girl," I said as he hugged me again, I groaned, " You know I don't like hugs," I said, as he let me go, " Dude- thank you, again " I nodded, " Of course," I said as he went back to his cabin.

As soon as he left, I went to Neteyam's cabin, but as I walked along the beach to his cabin I saw him swimming and catching some fish near the cabin, I whistled at him to get his attention,

As soon as he saw me he finally swam near my direction and got up from the water, his wet clothing dripping with his hair also along his shoulders with a bag of some fish on his shoulder,

" Yeah? " he asked me, I needed to shock the image in my mind, he looked too hot like this. but I didn't have time for that, " I spoke with Rotxo, your sister needs to be at the coconut area in like half an hour, " I told him, he let the fish bag down on the sand as I spoke, squeezing his hair as I finished talking, " Oh- alright, I'll talk with her, half an hour? " I nodded, " Also You should have been there earlier and told Ela'va and Ran to come too, we can hide behind something " I explained,

He nodded, " Alright, " he said, i watched him get the beg and get closer to me, almost a breath away before he could kiss me.

I backed away,

" Alright, I'll see if Rotxo is ready," I said, trying to not change my tone too much, his eyes made a weird look as he stopped from getting closer to me, " Uh- Oh ok, I'll go talk with Ela and Ran," he said,

" Ok," I responded before turning around and going on my way,

I stormed off the sand quickly as I felt my chest heavy and my head hurting, it felt like my heart was getting stabbed or someone tied a rope around it and began tightening it even more, his face the moment I rejected the kiss looked bad. and I don't even know why I did that anyway, I liked the look he was hot, but I simply couldn't let him kiss me, I don't know why I backed away like that, I felt awkward and insanely guilty about it.

I went right away to Rotxo cabin, shooting the whole thing off my mind, and knocked at his door, " Yeah? " he answered almost immediately, " Hey- sorry, um you should be at the coconut area in half an hour, " I explained, he nodded, " Alright " he said, then he made a small frown at me,