Her Russian Man

Avoiding her

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Mikhail's pov:

I walked out of my room leaving Rooh there alone. I know it was looking so rude but what could I do when I can't control myself around her. I don't want her to think me as a creep who just wants her body. Of course I want it but I want her too for the rest of my life. I came out of the mansion hurriedly and sat inside my car.

I was feeling restless without her but didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable either. I was driving the car aimlessly without any destination. Now I know what I want from Rooh, I want her but not until when she realise that if she also wants me as much as I want her. I don't want her to stay with just because she pities me for my horrible past but I want her to be with me willingly.

I want her to know what is her worth in my life and if I have any worth in her life also. I want to give her some time and space and I will be in front of her then she will take decision in hurry which I don't want at any cost so I decided that I will not go in front of her until she will want to see me.

I will give her proper time and space to think if she is ready for the commitment. I sound like I'm some professional in relationships but the truth was it was my first relationship and I want to be it my last. I want Rooh to be last with me forever. The place that girl has in my life is unchallenged. Even if she will stay with me or not but that in my heart will always be her.

Driving for who knows how much time I came across a club which was my own so I decided to have some drinks. I just woke up from unconsciousness after two days so no way I want to do rest and besides I don't want to have another nightmare when Rooh is away from me. I think I can distract my mind by drinking some shots so I stopped my car and tossed the keys to the bouncer there.

I entered inside and saw it air tight full. There was not even proper space to walk. When people saw me they themselves made way for me and I walked to the V.I.P area where some man were already having fun whom I have known from the old times. They used to come here and have full enjoy with the strippers and the dancers.

I sat in the middle of them and they welcomed me but the fear on their faces was clearly visible. If they will she my other personality which is only for Rooh, will they even believe me? No, because they are used to see my devil side and I don't think any soft side of me is going to change that perspective. I smirked evilly and a woman with mask served me drink.

There I saw many men came with their whores around them. As usual they were tied from chains and some had name collars around their neck. They were almost wearing nothing and showing perfect assets of their bodies. I chugged down the alcohol down my throat and saw the strippers dancing and some giving lap dance to the men.

Some men even started fucking random chicks and having threesome and foursomes right then and there. My focus was on my drink only chugging it one by one emptying the bottles. If it would any other time when I wasn't met Rooh I would have done the same with these chicks but right now their naked body was doing nothing to me.

In my mind, only Rooh was running around. I know I'm physically attracted to her but as well as emotionally. I wanted to do anything but with her. I was imagining her around me but shook my head vigorously when I realized what I was doing. I came here to get distracted from her but still I'm only thinking about her.

Suddenly a blonde chick came and sat beside me putting her hand on my lap and I immediately shrugged her hand away. She gave me some seductive looks but I pinned her with my glare and she silently sat there looking in front of her. I felt her scooting close to me so I chugged the whole contents of the glass down and stood up from my place ready to leave from there but as soon as I stood up my head spinned and I felt dizzy.