Hard life

Stay with me

2019 winter break

Verstappen's POV:

When I woke up I didn't see anything. Suddenly I thought it was so dark, but unfortunately I realized that I couldn't see. I remembered what had happened and I regretted waking up at all. As I was about to get up, I felt that something wouldn't let me. I felt a slight squeeze on my waist and I got a little scared, then I realized that it was Charles and that he was sleeping with me. I caressed his hand with my mine.

"Good morning" -I heared Charles morning voice

"Morning" -I whispered

I turned over in bed to face Charles. I felt him put one hand on my face and caress my cheek with his thumb. I really wanted to see him. The last thing I remember was that we were in the car, I haven't seen him since. Tears began to gather in my eyes, so I closed them instead, it didn't even make sense if rhey were open.

"You can cry. It must be awful for you but I don't want you to rebuild your walls and don't let me help you. I won't leave you." -he said and I heared his voice broke

I ran my hand over his arm and then his neck and face, which I was looking for in the first place. I felt that his face was teary. I got worried.

"Are you crying?" -I asked and he got out of the bed- "Charles please don't leave, I don't know what's going on. Charles please" -but no answear came

I broke down. I sit up in the bed and started crying heavily.

"I'm so sorry" -he said

"Why? You are fucking scaring me so it's not fucking funny!" -I shouted crying

"I'm sorry I'm not handling the situation well. It hurts me to see you like this and I don't want to cry but I can't behave. I'd like to help, but I can't." -he said sobbingly

"I'm gonna tell you how you can help" -I said and he sit next to me- "Just stay with me. I can't be alone. I'm scared and don't know what to do." -I said and he hugged me

"Would you like to live with me? I mean until you want" -ha asked and I smiled

"Yes, thank you. I just don't want to bother you too much." -I said

"You won't." -he answeared and stood up

"I'm going to take a shower and then I'll bring over your things that you need." -he said and I heared his steps and opening the door- "I don't close the door, so if you need anything, just let me know" -he said

He was very nice and I was happy to stay with him. I didn't know how I was going to get on with the day-to-day things, but I trusted that I already knew Charles's apartment well enough not to fall in everything. I heard Charles finish his shower and come out then he went to the wardrobe.

"So what should I bring to you?" -he asked while dressing

"I leave it to you. I have no idea how long I won't see or if I ever will see you again..." -I said and my voice broke- "What if I never see you again? What if I can never race again?" -I said and started crying again- "I'm a fucking mess"

"No you are not. You will see me again and I'm sure you will race again and will be a world champion." -he said and sit on the bed in front of me- "Look, touch is also a kind of vision. You remember me and if you touch me all the way through you will realize that nothing has changed. Apart from the fact that I haven't shaved in 1 month" -he said as he grabbed my wrist and placed my hand on his thigh

He laughed and I couldn't help myself. I caressed his thighs, stomach, neck and then his face with both hands. My right hand found his mouth and I leaned forward to kiss him but I stopped.