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Quietly, so as not to wake the little one, he came in and sat down next to me.

"How are you feeling? Are you still running a temperature?" he asked me, placing a hand directly on my forehead.

"I'll be fine, thanks to Yoongi I'm feeling much better," I reassured him and saw his gaze wander to the sleeping baby.

A smile flitted across his face and he took one of Chiwon's little hands in his big hand, stroking the back of it gently.

"His skin is so incredibly soft..." he gushed in amazement.

"You must rub your cheek against his later, when he's awake. It's even softer." I advised him with shining eyes.

It was a wonderful feeling to suddenly have someone who was just as in love with this baby as I was. Just as enthusiastic about everything he did. Parents of newborns were worse than teenage crushes and Jungkook had been hit just as hard as me.

For minutes we sat in silence, pining over our child and then Jungkook just blurted out his thoughts.

"Now we're sitting here with him, in the exact spot where we made him," came out of his mouth and the next moment he looked at me in horror, as he probably hadn't meant to say it out loud.

At first I gave him a big look, but then I giggled and put my hand over my mouth to stop myself from snorting out loud.

I definitely wasn't the only person here who embarrassed themselves by saying embarrassing things. Our son could already prepare himself for the fact that his parents would often embarrass him later, we had the talent for it.

"Actually, you're sitting right where you left the condom," I couldn't stop myself from saying.

"I mean, ok... that was really stupid. But when I look at the little one, I just think: thank God I forgot." he defended himself contritely.

"That's true... But it would have been nicer if you had been there from the start."

Jungkook raised his eyes and looked at me regretfully.

"You don't know how sorry I am for breaking off contact... I regret it so much. But I promise you, I'll be there for you from now on."

A shy smile crept onto his face and there it was again...

Melting away, I immediately forgave him and returned his smile. Wahhhh, why was he so cute? Why was Chiwon just as cute? Was this a conspiracy against me that would eventually send me to an early grave due to diabetes, heart attack or complete system collapse due to cuteness overload?

What was to become of Chiwon's upbringing? He'd only smile at me once after he'd done something wrong and I'd cuddle him instead of punishing him. And his father would do exactly the same... but he wasn't exactly a bad boy and spoiled either, so there was still hope for our child.

But that wasn't all his smile triggered in me, because the longer it lasted, the dizzier I felt and I didn't think it was just because I was ill. Since he'd also had to bring it up, I remembered what we'd done the last time we were here together and I instantly felt hot.

"Are you getting a fever again? Your cheeks are getting so red." There was concern in his voice.

"No, everything's fine..." I tried to reassure him and saw a sudden flash of realization in his eyes.

His smile became cheeky and he leaned close to me, coming close to my ear with his lips, his warm breath tickling my tender skin, leaving a slight goose bump, before he whispered:

"You remembered what we've been up to here."

How quickly he had figured me out, I looked at him and could feel his lips on my skin again, his hands exploring my body, how hot we were for each other. It had been so incredibly good between us and damn... those stupid sparks were still jumping back and forth between us.

He had straightened up a little and looked me in the eye, his gaze had darkened, because now he seemed to be reliving the memories in his mind. His gaze kept switching back and forth between my eyes and my mouth and an exciting tingling sensation ran through my body.

I was aware that he was about to kiss me, just as I was aware that I would let him. His seductive lips were only a few centimetres away from mine and my heartbeat accelerated. Jungkook's eyes closed and I could already feel his breath when we suddenly heard a clearing of the throat from the door and, startled, we put some distance between us again.

Yoongi was standing in the doorway, looking at us with an unclear expression.

"Jungkook, you must be hungry from the journey here, I've warmed up some food for you." With that, he turned around and left the room. His look had gone right through me, giving me a cold shiver... why did I suddenly feel guilty?

Yoongi

Yoongi questioned himself as he made his way to the kitchen. He was supposed to be happy that the two were getting closer, after all, becoming a family with his son and his son's mother was exactly what he wanted for Kookie. So he should have let them kiss and smiled at the same time. Instead, he couldn't stand the twinge in his heart and interrupted them. What was wrong with him?

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