cheer practice - 10am
i am just not in the mood. for the past three days i've been like this. well let me clarify, since i argued with onika. she hasn't really been talking to me, which i completely understand. but at the same time, we both were wrong in some areas. more so me with the things i said but whatever. im gonna apologize to her eventually. just need time to cool down about it. it's not that serious honestly.
if im being real, i think something else happened. before we went to the movies that day, she just locked herself in her room on us. we tried getting her out for the movies but nothing worked. so we went without her. mya wasn't happy about it, she suggested we knock her door down.
that was an immediate hell no.
but we had fun. i found out that blue got in trouble and onika picked her up. that's definitely the start of something because blue will take shit and run with it. onika get her out of trouble one time, she'll keep it going.
"why you looking all upset?" kelly frowned at me some. i just shook my head, slightly rolling my eyes. im not in the mood, im sure they can tell. with her being my best friend she had to ask. "well i'm here to talk, you know i won't force you." she walked away to her formation. kelly know that i don't do well with pressure to talk. it'll annoy me and she'll be upset in the end.
coach better not be on bullshit because with the way i'm feeling, i'll walk right out on her.
"why my bae been looking sad?" blue followed me around the apartment. i've been ignoring her because i don't know why onikas sad. it's best she go ask her. there's nothing i can do, she won't even acknowledge me. barely even see her, when i do she's walking right past me.
i opened the fridge to see what i could eat since onika hasn't been cooking. just as i settled on a hot pocket, someone knocked at the door. who could possibly be visiting us?
blue shot to the door making me smack my lips cause of her running. big feet ass making hella noise. the floors are thick so i'm sure the people under us can't hear it. it's just the smacking since she doesn't wear socks around.
"hello. is onika here?" i heard a voice with such a strong accent making me shoot to the door next. dang she look just like onika. summer was behind her too. this must be their mother. their voices are different but those faces aren't. literal twins.
"uhh, yea. yea she's in her room." we stepped to the side for them to enter. summer looked over it, holding grocery bags in her hands. i'm sure she was forced to come by the way she was looking.
"thank you." the lady walked through to the kitchen. they started to put groceries away so i went to knock on onikas door. her mother is here and i'm actually nervous. unlike tina, this lady look mean. like she'll curse me out in a different language and i'll cry without knowing what's said.
"onika." i jiggled the knob for it to be locked. man. why is she locking herself away like that? what i said couldn't have shut her down like this. i've never really done anything like that, i don't support negativity. i'm starting to feel bad. "onika your mother is here."
once i said that i started to hear movement. it sounded like she was moving around really fast. the loud thud made me flinch for her. damn did she fall?
"fuck." she cursed opening the door making my eyes widen. wow she cursed. that's surprising. "thank you. you can go now."
"you good?" i stopped her from walking past me. her eyes looked puffy and red which surprised me more. "onika."
"what?"
"are you okay?"
"i'm fine. where's my mom?" she pulled her arm from my hold and avoided my eyes. something is wrong with her. i'm so sure her mom will catch it though because it's so obvious. not even gonna say anything now. just let her fall into her own trap.
