Confessions

XL

Chloe POV

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"How long do you think it'll take me to get her number?" i asked Shawn staring at the gorgeous girl BB invited over for the party

Her name was symphony and her face card was top tier but she was 14 and that just wasn't my scene at all.

"Bruh get out my ear with that shit" he said to making me laugh. I loved messing with him, you would think by the way he jokes that he was chill about stuff like this but he didn't play

He was very protective over us, if we never ever dated he would be the happiest man on earth but that wasn't the case especially not with kids like us

Though i am a proud virgin i didn't plan on being one forever. I wanted to date and get married one day whether that be with a man or a woman. I had no preference, love is love.

"I'm just kidding pops, she's too young for me. Plus I'm sure Blue would get her number before me" i said watching Blue rizzing the absolute fuck out of symphony

She had the girl blushing over Roblox, that's how you know she had to be running hella game because there is not one single thing about that game that should have your cheeks that red

"Oh no, you turned my baby girl into a skittle lover!" He said covering his mouth in shock making me laugh at him

"She didn't tell you guys yet?" i asked confused how he didn't know

Blue was very much so apart of the alphabet community, she came out to me a while ago but she doesn't exactly know what her sexuality is. She told me she liked boys and girls but she liked girls just a bit more, so I just had to simply explain to her that she was only 13 and it would take some time

"Chloe, Blue come on!" I heard Halle call out pointing towards the gaming room where Lovie and the rest of the kids were

I should've known by the way she said it that she was on BS but i still went and of course when i got down there they were passing around edibles and Jell-O shots

"Now this is what I'm talking bout.." Blue said immediately reaching out for a brownie breaking it in half for her and Symphony

"Damn y'all let y'all lil sister get down like that?" Issac, who was one of BBs singer friends son said and we all just shrugged

Issac was a goof ball, he was the type of person that would walk into an unfamiliar space and start asking outrageous questions and making jokes about the people in the room including himself. He knew no fear and you were never safe from his jokes

"It's just a lil edible, it'll be different if it was a blunt or something. We don't smoke 'round here" Halle said taking a bite out of her brownie

I hated that high feeling, it made me feel silly. It was like i couldn't control my body, which was definitely something i didn't need happening, so i grabbed one of the shots since no one else was taking them. I handled my liquor very well

"Not even vape?" Sarai, our next door neighbor asked.

She was our age but you would think she's way older by the way she carries herself. She was kinda like Halle in a way. I couldn't describe it but they clicked right away

"Especially not vape! Ew" i said disgusted just by the thought of smoking addicting flavored air.

You might as well smoke a fucking Newport short or a black and mild. Anyone who could deal with knowing their lung's could become charcoal black was a walking red flag in my eyes